Does an ant dream of being a bird. Do fish look up in the water and wish to be a plane. Everything on earth dream sometime of being better. Dreams even appear in an addicts shame. An addict will dream of being a good parent all while leaving their kids on your doorstep. An addict […]

Some people love roses but won’t grow them themselves. Many people love eating fish but catching fish to eat them isn’t worth their time. You must Jump Thru Darkness to understand what level of support you are able to give to an addict and what level he or she might need. No matter if they […]

What does sober mean to you in real day to day life? Is sober learning how to hide the smell from loved one’s and bosses? Does sober mean if you tell them you sober then you sober and that is that. Does sober mean you can say “I’m grown” Now go head on and leave […]

Sobriety isn’t easy to maintain unless you really want it for yourself. I found myself being picked and poked at from time to time. Not until I Jumped Thru Darkness and gave my sobriety and all its tools some thought did I realize the phase “Something Cold” was a sobriety trigger. I noticed it when […]

After you have your battle with your addictions things get more clear for you. You go to feeling good about yourself and your new outlook on life. Now here’s one of the things to look out for while you Jump Thru Darkness to get your life right. Some people will make you feel like being […]

When we drink are we really drowning while learning to swim in darkness? Does it mean we really don’t like things if we need a drink to feel good or enjoy something. Are we truly empty without a drink or is it the emptiness of the alcohol in our systems that make us feel that […]

We spend our whole lives reaching for more. We spend our whole lives reaching for better. Its funny how when we’re really doing good, we really don’t know if we’re doing better. Your addictions will have you feeling like you are walking on clouds. When you are really laying on the ground. To Jump Thru […]

Addictions can cover you like the walls of a building. When becoming sober and clean you must tend to one wall at a time. As the southern wall seems to be covered in your addictive flames. The northern walls crumbles all names in the game. The western walls try to hold you but are there […]

When that you falls it seems you let yourself down. Lost your job and your car. Your lover say you drink to much. You tell your lover you don’t drink enough. Mad at everyone in the check cashing line. Whispering to yourself where mine. Then you remember showing u to work drunk. Right from the […]

You might not notice when you start. But you can often find yourself talking about your old ways to much. You know them I use to drink way more than you ever will talks. Back in my day I could drink all night and still make it to work. Or passing by your old stomping […]