I talk a bit about the background of Ketamine use and research and how it was suggested to me. I also talk about the process of starting treatment. Finally I conclude with a detailed account of what exactly happened during the infusion process, what I experienced, and what I took away from today.

With a lot of umm's and ahh's I briefly introduce a new treatment I'm exploring for treatment resistant mental illness symptoms. I talk about my fears, my hopes inspite of myself, and end with some Metta. Love y'all!

This one's a doozy. Feeling helpless. Feeling motivated. Feeling drained. Grateful for your support ❤️

PTSD is not just vivid, identifiable flashbacks. Sometimes it's just this constant sense of dread. Since my last trauma, nights fill me with dread. I know I can get through them but it's difficult (understatement of the year). Just sharing some thoughts on my journey through this.

CJ Stewart discusses the biggest problem with accessing mental health care in the US.

Introductions, my nonprofit, what to expect, who I am. And lots of Love!