"I put in a lot of effort to make other people happy, but I struggle a lot with taking care of myself. People always tell me that I’m a good person and I’ve helped them a lot, but whenever I attempt to talk about my problems, they look at me weirdly, like it’s just odd for them. I mean, I get it, but it kinda hurts sometimes that I don’t have anyone to trust back.

How do I find someone to confide in the same way they confide in me? And also, how do I learn to take care of myself?"