Today I learned that I need to keep the faith. With deciding to take my love life seriously and trying to court the most attractive women I’ve been experiencing more rejection than I would have if I never set this goal. I notice this consistent rejection is effecting my performance. I don’t go all in. After I hit my quota of shooting my shot one time a day I call it in. Even if I see a shorty that I’d want I don’t bother. This is a recipe for failure. If I don’t have faith in myself that I’m able enough to fix this part of my life than I’m just wasting my time. I won’t go all in if that’s the case. I have to have solid belief that I’m willing to do whatever reasonable to fix this part of my life. I have to solid belief that I’m not gonna stop until this problem is solved. I’m not gonna stop shooting my shots. I’m not gonna stop trying to make myself more appealing to the girls that I want. And I’m not gonna stop critically thinking about better ways to solve this problem. Doing this with a 50% conviction or even 75% conviction will not get me what I want. When I ask myself why is this so important to me? Why do I have to get the most attractive girl? Why aren’t I applying my time and energy somewhere else? I think about a potential future we’re I’m in my senior years without wife or children. I think about a potential future we’re I have all the success my heart desires but no one to share it with. I think about how easy it is for me to end up locked in a passionless relationship to someone I never really wanted to be with. I’m not gonna let that happen to my son. All the answers are all ready inside me. By keeping a strong unshakeable faith I’ll have the strength to dig deep and do whatever is nevessary.