This episode is a little different from our usual conversations.

What I am sharing with you comes from a live women’s gathering where I was invited to tell part of my story. It is not polished or carefully edited. It is simply real. My hope is that as you listen, you might feel as though we are sitting together, quietly talking about the deeper places of life.

This is a personal Christian testimony of healing, faith, and the presence of God in the middle of pain.

In this episode, I share about growing up with deep loneliness, the longing to be loved, and the confusion that shaped much of my early life. I speak honestly about broken relationships, hidden struggles, and a moment when life felt too heavy to carry. It was in that place that everything began to change, not because I had the right words, but because God met me right where I was.

You will hear about:

• living with a deep hunger for love and belonging
• coping with pain in quiet and unseen ways
• a turning point in a moment of despair
• what it means to truly know God, not just know about Him
• the difference between God’s love and His holiness
• surrender, faith, and the ongoing journey of healing
• walking through grief, suffering, and loss with God

This conversation is not about having everything together. It is about discovering that even in our brokenness, we are seen, known, and deeply loved.

Whether you are searching for hope, questioning your faith, or simply feeling alone, this episode is an invitation to consider that God is present and He cares deeply about your story.

You do not need perfect words. You do not need to fix yourself before coming to Him.

Sometimes the most honest prayer is simply:
“God, if You are who You say You are… show me.”

So often, we wait to give something to God because we think that what we have is not enough. But He asks us, like He did Moses, what is in your hand? It is what we have that He longs to take and use for His glory, not what we want to have. So take a look and see what you have and see what He will do with it.

I don't know if you ever find yourself angry at God, but I do. But it is not something we should try to hide; it is something that we need to go to God about because He wants to hear about it so that He can respond to you and what you are feeling. Let's not let our anger keep us from God, but rather let's learn from it and, in the process, become more like Jesus.

I am so pleased to have Charlie Hernández here with us today. With remarkable honesty and transparency, he shares how God has used his children to make him more like Christ.

Have you ever wondered if it is worth it, all the struggles, frustration, doubts, and pain? I think that many of us have at least thought that, even if we didn't act on it. I hope that this little chat will help you gain perspective on that and give you a new outlook about all that you are going through at this time. May the Lord impress upon your heart that it is worth it because He is worthy.

So often, we hear the question, "what's wrong with this?" and we start to wonder and doubt if there is anything wrong with anything. We have believed the lie of satan that it is just a little thing and nothing to worry about, and so we find ourselves in a place we never expected to be. We forget that those little decisions are things that put our lives off track, no matter how small they seem. Remember that a train track that is one millimetre or 1/100th of an inch off of parallel, sooner or later, will derail the train unless the error is corrected.

We so often get caught up in wanting to learn more, thinking that if I know more, then perhaps things will be easier or better. We forget that life changes when we put into practice what we already know. Deuteronomy 29:29 (I am sorry I think that I said 28:28 in the message) reminds us that we are not responsible for what we don't know, but we are responsible for what we do know. Are we living according to what we know, or do we continue to seek other things, like knowledge, instead of God?

I don't know about you, but I have always wondered why? Why can't I do this? Why do I have to do that?

Today I have the privilege of talking with my good friend, Beth Wright. She is an Argentine MK and is presently serving in Argentina with her husband, Paul.

So often we think that God needs our worship, that He depends on it. In this episode, I want to share with you my thoughts on Psalm 148. I hope you enjoy this.