Really happy for the success of fantasy a gets a mattress and honestly hoping that I can do the goddess kring archive project and make that a success in some way! Feeling very moody but really grateful that I can go over my 700 goddess kring videos from public access TV and start archiving it all and have it available for fans and make a documentary film about my public access TV show that I had on for 15 years every week called goddess kring! But I do struggle with feeling afraid of success as much as I'm afraid of failure so I guess I may as well just go for whatever and see what happens and not worry about whether I fail or succeed or somewhere in between! Love is all that matters anyway