Over time I forgot my biological father and put my money (and soul) on the only male figure in my life that gave me guidance: L. Ron Hubbard.  Wait, he was the only one I was allowed to follow for face the consequences.

My mother handed over the responsibility of being my parent to this man.  

He influenced every decision I ever made.  Even today I have a hard time processing situations.  It takes me a while to mentally prepare before responding.  I still worry about replying to adhere to a policy or make sure my response isn't going to upset people.  

I share how this evolution occurred including personal details and specifics.

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