In this episode, Laura reflects on the emotionally challenging experience of their child's health crisis just before Christmas. The care team informed them that their child had not been able to breathe without a ventilator for the critical period necessary for quality of life, raising difficult questions about the child's potential and the possibility of having another child in the future.

As they navigate their loss, Laura shares that grief is a complex and ongoing process, particularly as they approach the anniversary of their child's passing. Despite the heaviness of this grief, they find solace in their daughters and take pride in teaching them to remember and honor their deceased brother. They emphasize that, while God's plan may not always be clear, trusting the process and seeking out the light in difficult times is essential.