Letting go and letting God! It just may be He brought you to that point so He can get your attention, and if some of us would listen we'd have a much more brighter future. Therefore don't let no damn devil, or misguided minister tell you that self murder or taking your life, is ok or acceptable before God. I've heard some say you can be forgiven. Even logic and common sense tell you, that if you're the only one that can ask God for your forgiveness and you take your life? How are you going to ask for forgiveness when you're dead? And this asking God to forgive you before you take your life, it's premeditated murder, it's a sin people. It's not in  God's Word the Bible Nor would I listen to anybody's counsel who tells me otherwise! If I could counsel you when life is too much to handle, I would say: "My friend let go let God!" He knows you, And you can do that by asking him to forgive you first, then give your life to him in prayer.
Listen friend if you take your life today that means you weren't patient to wait on the Lord to bless you. If you're thinking of hurting yourself or someone else I beg of you please let go my friend, and let God have this stress, pain, hatred, anger or sorrow. Ask him to come into your heart, let Him determine your future. He can fix your life. He know you through and through. He created you remember? He can see from your beginning to your end and from your end to your beginning, He's much more capable of choosing what's best for you. Again, remember; He created you He knows what make you tic and toc and what make you a lovely child of God. Don't destroy the beautiful life He gave you so graciously, if He gave it to you He have something beautiful for you, just wait for Him. It's times like these when you have no other way out; but to Let Go and Let God!
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