This conversation with Jungian Psychotherapist Christina Becker will help you understand what your shadow side is and why some of your most energizing strengths are hidden there.
I also learn how to speak in a way that is closer to my true nature and the leader I see myself as.
This is definitely worth a listen if you want to learn more the mystery of your psyche and why you act in certain ways that don't reflect the idealized version of you.