In this episode I really delve in to some of the feelings I've been struggling with. Or lack of feelings. I include a little bit of backstory on past relationships and what I think has happened in my life that have caused me to put up an emotional wall and struggling to allow myself to feel romantic feelings towards others... Turned in to a pretty deep dive in to some stuff I haven't really spoken out loud before.I dive into my first real relationship, and how the ending of that affects me to this day, and about what sort of emotional walls I have built up around myself to keep certain feelings away. Let's Talk About It.