{{ You dont fucking get it, You have it all}}

no. listen. take a moment, pay attention. remove your head from your ass

look around and relax. "you have it all" uhu. what I have, from what you see

has been solely provided by...ME. the house. the car. these nice things.

nothing comes easy. I've spent nights tossing in my sleep,

worrying and weighing my battles. prioritizing obligations

because if I don't. who will?! you?! no.

since the beginning, I've had to work harder to hide my keys and cash.

once you've dropped the facade it's been hell on my sanity.

A Partner should never cost me my happiness. baby, You're too expensive for my taste. so, I'm locking you out. I collected my keys while you slept.

you'll find your things packed out back. call your mother. call a friend.

start the walking.

Your presence back tracks my success.

You need some time alone to process...

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My heavens, you are not what I expected. Please, 1 moment,

allow me to collect my thoughts. My mouth has escaped me,

Within your presence. There's an air about you,

That teases my conscience. can sense your smile

Through that thick mask. Entertained?- I'm sure.

I've suddenly lost the ability to mature. The ability to hold it together,

Talk with dignity and posture like a lady. Keep talking softly.

What is body chemistry?- Dear god, I'm melting.

Greys. Reds. Blondes. Browns. Dark eyes. White teeth.

The way your bottom lip curls When you say those words.

What was that.......? I'm rambling on. Please, Keep talking about your family.

I'm imagining they all resemble you. Are they also as charming

And charismatic as you? Do their eyes talk the same way yours do?

Would they fall in love with someone...Like me? the way I'm falling-

Sitting here listening to you...? Relax, Noises have a way of escaping,

When distance is closed And hearts are racing.

This has been an unexpected ride. I can tell you had no expectations for tonight.

The sun is spilling through the blinds, You're still succumbed to the comforts of rest.

The softness of your features are admirable. And I'm entirely infatuated.

There may never be enough words in the human language

To properly write out the pleasures, I have found in accompanying you,

Tonight. Smile once again, before we reverse

To the ignorance of what was yesturday. You're gorgeous, sir.

I appreciate what I wasn't expecting.

{{i love you}}

But do you?I remember writing that, it was the first day we met.I never thought I'd see you again. Yet, here we are. i've spent the last year waiting for you to wake up. waiting for you to reciprocate. I've spent a lot of my time waiting. waiting around on you...here we are,

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additional voice~ Oscarr

Back track credit goes to ~ Hippie Sabotoge "Devil Eyes" & aLone -"follow you"