In this episode, I reflect on the Parable of the Sower and how doubt has kept me from fully holding onto the fruits of the Spirit. I examine the soil of my heart and why I sometimes feel the need to have all the facts, avoid embarrassment, and be ready with arguments—realizing how this impacts my spiritual growth and those around me. I also explore the importance of Sabbath, my recent discovery about Jesus being anointed only by women, and the parable of the two debtors, weaving together how these themes are shaping my journey of faith.