Episode Title: Bullfrogs and Butterflies: From Cohoes to Campfires

Episode Description: From Hudson River summers to porch-side strums in Bisbee, Bullfrogs and Butterflies blends humor, nostalgia, and peace-loving vibes into a singalong folk-rock jam. David Liddle, Christopher, and Angela Renfro break down the story and tease the upcoming release of White Knuckled Desert Ride.

Episode Overview

In this episode, David explores the complicated relationship he had with his older brother Jimmy during the years following the family’s move. It was a time marked by contradiction—when cruelty and protection came from the same hands, and the line between bully and brother blurred. Through bruises, broken noses, and ballgames gone wrong, David uncovers the painful, yet strangely protective, bond of brotherhood.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode

• 👊 Bullied & Defended – The confusing duality of Jimmy: tormentor at home, but also defender in the park when Richie Sebast shoved dirt into David’s mouth.
• 🤕 The Broken Nose Incident – A bike, a Nerf football, a neighborhood fight, and a punch that left Jimmy’s nose shattered.
• ⚾ Baseball Gone Wrong – A pickup game turned disaster when a wild bat to the temple left David unconscious and bleeding, only to be rescued by Jimmy’s fast action.
• 🎭 The Double-Edged Brother – “Titty twisters,” rope burns, and cruel mockery balanced by unexpected moments of connection—shooting hoops, playing catch, and even tagging along to his girlfriend’s house.
• 🚬 Bill’s Return & Exit – Brother Bill’s brief stint back home after the Army, cut short by Mom’s discovery of pot and “smut,” and her blunt eviction.

Themes

• The contradictions of sibling relationships
• Pain and protection from the same source
• How family roles shift during times of stress and transition
• Brotherhood as both a wound and a lifeline
• Early brushes with danger, violence, and survival

Episode Tone

This chapter captures the collision of chaos and care that defined David’s relationship with Jimmy. It’s about the blows that left scars—physical and emotional—but also about the moments when brotherhood, however fractured, came through.

Closing Thought

Jimmy was both the storm and the shelter—sometimes breaking me down, sometimes picking me up. Bill was the rebel who couldn’t stay. Together, they shaped the chaos of my youth in ways I’m still learning to untangle.

Liddle did I know, those blows and ballgames were as much about survival as they were about brotherhood.

Background Music: Pride by Kevin Macleod Projects — Kevin Macleod

Episode Overview

In this episode, David reflects on a turbulent but formative stretch of his childhood—those last two years living near West End Park before the big family move. From innocent crushes gone wrong to the sting of childhood humiliation, from brushes with rebellion to lessons learned the hard way, this chapter of his story captures the messy mix of heartbreak, mischief, and resilience that shaped his early life.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode

• 💔 Young Love & Tough Lessons – A crush on Lori Pawinski that ended in stitches, and a love note to Marcie Blanchard that backfired in front of the whole class.
• 🚬 Early Rebellion – First cigarette, first shoplift, and the pull of wanting to be seen in a world that often overlooked him.
• 📚 Mr. McGrail’s Classroom – A WWII veteran teacher who disciplined with grit but earned a deep respect.
• 🩸 Wrestling Matches Gone Wrong – The day kitchen roughhousing turned into a bloody walk home.
• 🏡 The Big Move – Leaving Masten Avenue for a new subdivision, surrounded by unfinished houses, railroad tracks, and fresh friendships waiting to be formed.
• 🐾 Loss and Companionship – Childhood pets like Jody the Siamese and Tricksy the beagle, and the arrival of Cricket the Chihuahua during a time of change.

Themes

• Growing up between innocence and rebellion
• The sting of rejection and the tenderness of a young heart
• Teachers and mentors who leave an indelible mark
• The upheaval and opportunity of moving to a new neighborhood
• How childhood friendships and pets stitched meaning into everyday life

Closing Thought

What felt like chaos, heartbreak, and upheaval at the time were really the early sparks of growth. These were the moments that began to shape a boy into the man who would keep moving forward—through loss, through change, and into new beginnings.

Liddle did he know, it was just the beginning.

Background Music: One Smooth Move by Kevin Macleod Projects — Kevin Macleod

In this episode of Liddle Did I Know, David reflects on the stark divide between his working-class upbringing in Cohoes and the privileged lives of his peers from Loudonville Community Church. It’s a story of contrast, quiet resilience, and the rare moments where faith and friendship erased social barriers—if only briefly.

💡 Highlights from this episode:

• Life in Cohoes:
  • A tight-knit, working-class community of factory workers, laborers, and small business families.
  • Neighbors who knew everything about each other—both the good and the hard.
  • Childhood built on barefoot games in the street, cardboard forts, and hand-me-down clothes.
• Life in Suburbia:
  • Church peers from Loudonville, Latham, East Greenbush, Clifton Park, and Guilderland.
  • Parents who were doctors, lawyers, and executives.
  • Wide driveways, manicured lawns, vacations, and organized sports with matching uniforms.
• The Divide:
  • Suburban kids carried an ease, polish, and confidence born from privilege.
  • Cohoes kids learned toughness, improvisation, and survival.
  • At church, these differences were unspoken but undeniable.
• The Common Ground:
  • Through Stockade and other church activities, the gap sometimes disappeared.
  • For a few hours, boys from both worlds laughed, played, and learned about faith together.
  • Those moments were a rare gift—a reminder of the humanity that connected them all.

✨ Takeaway: This episode explores what it feels like to grow up straddling two worlds: one of grit and survival, and another of privilege and possibility. In the space between them, David discovered both the weight of difference and the fleeting beauty of shared experience.

Background Music: Broken Reality by Kevin Macleod Projects — Kevin Macleod

n this episode of Liddle Did I Know, David reflects on a turning point in his childhood—the discovery of Stockade, a boys’ program at Loudonville Community Church that offered him something he desperately needed: a sense of belonging.

Raised in a home ruled by his mother’s strict faith and a father’s quiet absence, David often felt caught between dogma and invisibility. But Stockade introduced a different rhythm—one where learning, teamwork, and fun replaced judgment and shame.

💡 Highlights from this episode:

• Nana’s quiet dignity and her refusal to return to non-Catholic churches after being shamed.
• The contrast between David’s mother’s religious fervor and his father’s emotional distance.
• Loudonville Community Church as a place of structure and unexpected harmony between mother and son.
• The discovery of Stockade: a program that combined Bible lessons with real-world skills like first aid, woodworking, camping, and fitness.
• Dodgeball, teamwork, and the feeling of being part of something—without ridicule or exclusion.
• Why Stockade felt like a second home and a rare sanctuary during turbulent childhood years.

✨ Takeaway: For David, Stockade wasn’t just a church program. It was a place to breathe, to belong, and to experience childhood without constant judgment. It was a reminder that faith and fellowship could be lived with joy, camaraderie, and purpose.

Background Music: Clear Waters by Kevin Macleod Projects — Kevin Macleod

In this raw and deeply personal episode of Liddle Did I Know, David pulls back the curtain on what it was like to grow up between two very different worlds—one shaped by the rough edges of Cohoes’ West End Park, and the other softened by the safety of church programs like Stockade.

💡 Highlights from this episode:

• Life in West End Park, where toughness was demanded and softness was punished.
• The struggles of being a scrawny kid with glasses, health challenges, and no interest in sports or fighting.
• The pain of being mocked, labeled, and even pushed into fights he didn’t want.
• The loyalty of Gordon and Tony Francesconi—two rare friends who offered protection and belonging.
• The validation of adults like Ms. Kistler, a music teacher, and Dr. Myresko, a speech therapist and poet, who recognized David’s artistic soul.
• The contrast between neighborhood cruelty and the unexpected refuge of church life, where the pressure to perform toughness seemed to lift.
• How Stockade and Sunday services became places where David didn’t feel “less than”—where showing up as himself was enough.

✨ Takeaway: This episode captures the tension of growing up in a place where masculinity was measured in fists and insults—but finding small oases of acceptance in music, mentorship, and faith. It’s about resilience, the rare kindness of teachers, and the relief of belonging, even if only for a short while each week.

Background Music: A Turn for the Worse by Kevin Macleod Projects — Kevin Macleod

Episode Overview

In this episode of Liddle Did I Know, I revisit a pivotal chapter in my childhood when faith moved from a distant Sunday routine into the very center of our home. What began as a well-intentioned effort by my mother to bring God closer became, in time, a crucible of control, performance, and disillusionment.

From Sanctuary to Living Room

By third grade, the drive to Guilderland Baptist Church gave way to folding chairs in our own living room. Thus was born the First Baptist Church of Cohoes. My siblings and I became full participants—passing hymnals, arranging chairs, singing, and even reading scripture. Suddenly, church wasn’t something we attended; it was something we performed.

But not everyone joined in. Bill left for the Army. Sharon and Jim found refuge in Catholic Mass. Dad, ever the quiet figure, stood on the sidelines. And Nana watched from her chair as the boundaries between family life and religious duty began to blur.

The Weight of Reverend Alstead

When our congregation moved to a Victorian building on Main Street, Reverend Alstead took the pulpit. He was the kind of preacher who left no room for doubt or dissent—rigid, fiery, steeped in dogma. Under his watch, and fueled by Mom’s newfound sobriety, the atmosphere at home grew even tighter.

Faith, which might have been a comfort, became another set of rules to obey, another stage to perform on. I felt it in every hymn sung and every scripture recited—a subtle but suffocating heaviness.

Neighbors and Narratives

I remember inviting the Murrays, our neighbors, to church. They smiled politely, but I could feel their hesitation. Perhaps they sensed what I was only beginning to realize—that the humility preached didn’t always align with the pride and judgment that lingered in the pews.

It was here, too, that I began to sense I was living two lives: the acceptable, church-approved version of myself, and the one that felt truer, shaped by the playground, school, and the laughter of friends.

A Shattering Moment for Nana

One Sunday, Reverend Alstead confronted Nana for wearing a pantsuit to service. In front of everyone, he told her it was unfit for the sanctuary. I’ll never forget the look on her face—small, humiliated, undeserving of such public rebuke.

That moment marked a turning point. Even the warmth of Nana’s presence was no longer safe from the creeping shadow of dogma. Soon after, Mom led us away once again in search of a “better” church.

Loudonville Community Church

We landed at Loudonville, nestled in one of Albany County’s wealthiest neighborhoods. Everything about it seemed polished, proper, and perfect. But to me, it felt hollow—another performance, another layer of distance from the authenticity and warmth I craved.

Reflection

What began as hymns in our living room slowly revealed itself as hypocrisy in grander sanctuaries. From folding chairs on Masten Ave to the pews of Loudonville, I learned early that religion could both anchor and suffocate.

This chapter of my life wasn’t just about faith—it was about control, appearances, and the widening gap between what was preached and what was practiced. And it left me asking questions I wouldn’t have the courage—or the language—to voice until much later.

Background Music: Bittersweet by Kevin Macleod Projects — Kevin Macleod

Episode Title: Looking Out for Debbie: A Brother’s Early Devotion

Episode Summary

In this tender and emotional episode, David Liddle reflects on his early bond with his sister Debbie, one of the Liddle triplets. From sunlit afternoons on Dartmouth Street to the freedom of swimming at Lansing Pool, David recalls both the joy and the shadows of childhood responsibility. A medical emergency and a neighborhood scuffle left him carrying a heavy burden of guilt that would follow him for years, even though he was only a child. Through reflection, David uncovers the truth: what he carried was not failure, but love—a devotion that shaped the way he understood family, responsibility, and the weight of protection far too early in life.

Key Themes

• Sibling Devotion: A protective bond between brother and sister that ran deep from the earliest years.
• Childhood Guilt: How moments of crisis and blame left lasting marks on a sensitive heart.
• Medical Mystery: Debbie’s undiagnosed hypoglycemia and the frightening day at Lansing Pool.
• Neighborhood Conflict: Standing up, falling down, and the unspoken expectation to always protect.
• Healing Through Reflection: Understanding childhood moments with compassion instead of blame.

Highlights

• A nostalgic snapshot: the Liddle triplets enjoying summer on Dartmouth Street.
• The exhilaration of swimming at Lansing Pool—and the day everything changed.
• Debbie’s sudden collapse, the emergency room, and a family’s shock at a condition they didn’t yet understand.
• A painful memory of neighborhood teasing, Debbie’s defense of her brother, and the aftermath of blame.
• The quiet but heavy burden of guilt that followed David through the years.
• The revelation that beneath the guilt was something sacred: love and devotion.

Takeaway

Looking Out for Debbie reminds us that children often carry burdens they should never have been asked to hold. What may look like failure in the moment can, with time, be recognized as love in its purest form. Through compassion and reflection, David reclaims his story as one of devotion, not blame.

Episode Image Concept

A nostalgic, 1970s-inspired design featuring:

• Foreground: The three triplets (Doreen, David, Debbie) sitting in the sun at Nana’s Dartmouth Street home, echoing Photo 5.
• Background Accent: A soft overlay of Lansing Pool (Photo 6) in faded tones, symbolizing the pivotal moment.
• Tone: Warm, slightly faded colors (like an old family photograph) with gentle light, reinforcing the themes of childhood memory and love.
• Text Overlay: Liddle Did I Know Episode Title: Looking Out for Debbie: A Brother’s Early Devotion

Episode Summary

In this heartfelt episode, David Liddle revisits his earliest years—a childhood shaped by the warmth and presence of women and girls. Surrounded by sisters, a nurturing grandmother, and a kind babysitter’s daughters, David’s early world was full of tenderness, imagination, and play. These experiences gave him a unique lens on connection, belonging, and love, while also planting the seeds of struggle he would face in trying to fit into the social norms of boyhood.

From watching the Cohoes Centennial Parade of 1970 to playing with Fisher-Price toys and dolls, to his tender memories of a mysterious “farm girl” who stole his young heart, David reflects on how these early days shaped his sense of self, his attraction to girls, and his lifelong journey of reconciling identity and love.

Key Themes

• A Feminine World: Growing up immersed in the presence of sisters, grandmother, and babysitter’s daughters.
• Play and Imagination: Dolls, Fisher-Price toys, hopscotch, and kitchen sets as tools of comfort and connection.
• Struggle for Belonging: Kindergarten and first grade brought confusion, exclusion, and the challenge of social norms.
• Early Innocent Love: A tender memory of a “farm girl” neighbor that taught him love was emotional and spiritual as much as physical.
• Identity and Connection: Feeling safe and whole among girls, while also learning the deeper meaning of attraction.

Highlights

• A family snapshot: David, his sisters, and mother watching the Cohoes Centennial Parade in 1970.
• The sensory nostalgia of childhood play with dolls, toys, and hopscotch.
• Teachers redirecting David away from girls on the playground, reinforcing gender expectations.
• The bittersweet sweetness of first grade, feeling like an outsider among boys.
• The vivid memory of “my little farm girl”—picking flowers, climbing trees, and sharing simple joys.
• Recognizing, even at age five, that love could be innocent yet deeply profound.

Takeaway

Our earliest environments shape how we see ourselves and how we connect with others. A Childhood in Bloom reveals how David’s early immersion in a world of girls gave him both comfort and challenge, shaping his identity and his understanding of love. It reminds us that belonging, tenderness, and connection often begin in the smallest of childhood moments—and that those early attachments can echo throughout a lifetime.

Episode Summary

In this episode, David Liddle reflects on pivotal memories from his early childhood in 1970—moments that range from warm and magical to confusing and formative. From a second birthday party lit by candlelight and scented with patchouli to a tense car ride that ended in an unfamiliar church, David explores how the smallest details of memory—sights, smells, emotions—can shape the lens through which we view our lives. The day culminates in a baptism, a moment of fear, vulnerability, and ultimately reassurance, marking a shift in his childhood and his understanding of the world around him.

Key Themes

• The Magic of Memory: How the glow of childhood recollections differs from the reality frozen in photographs.
• Family and Scent: The way smells, like Aunt Donna’s patchouli, can anchor memory across decades.
• Change and Uncertainty: A tense car ride into unfamiliar territory, symbolizing the loss of familiar anchors.
• Strangeness of the Sacred: Experiencing a church service in a barn-like setting with warm but unfamiliar people.
• The Baptism Experience: Childhood vulnerability, fear of water, and a father’s guiding presence.
• Resilience Through Ritual: Overcoming fear and finding comfort in connection, even when faith felt secondary.

Highlights

• A golden, flickering memory of a second birthday party, blurred but treasured.
• The sensory permanence of patchouli, cake frosting, and candlelight.
• Riding in the back of a Ford Custom Station Wagon under a train trestle at sunset, tension thick in the air.
• Entering a rustic, barn-like church filled with country folk in denim and gingham.
• The conflicted feelings of baptism—fear rooted in a childhood memory of nearly drowning, softened by the reassuring presence of his father.
• The moment of surfacing from the water, realizing “that wasn’t so bad,” and finding calm in his father’s smile.

Takeaway

Childhood is defined not only by milestones but by the small, sensory fragments that stay with us—patchouli in the air, candlelight on a plastic plate, the fear of water in our nose. These moments may blur with time, but their emotional truths endure. Patchouli, Candlelight, and the Year of 1970 reminds us that even the earliest memories, fragile as they are, can shape our relationship with family, faith, and fear in lasting ways.