This video blog is a raw look at navigating the emptiness that follows loss. I'm taking you on a journey through two pivotal moments. The first is a surprisingly poignant scene from NCIS following the passing of David McCallum, who played the beloved Duckie. Watching the characters grapple with his absence hit close to home, and I found myself unexpectedly confronted by the powerful words they shared.

The second part of the blog confronts a more personal ghost—the one left by Phil after his passing. Returning to Adelaide, the city we shared, the weight of his absence was staggering. I had to face the daunting reality of his empty seat, a void far more overwhelming than I ever anticipated. The final, heartbreaking moment was on August 16th, at 5:04 PM, when I scanned Phil's season ticket for the very last time, a silent goodbye to a shared passion and a cherished memory.