the episode cuts but i’ll post the other part lol these are my crazy dreams just examples of what i’ve been struggling with all NOT REAL: dating caleb heron talking about wicked talking to cynthia erivo my friend from ha in audience needing to pee people rushing out of th theater to pee

(watched caleb heron podcast w ziwe) (my friend from hs got married she was in the dream too robbie and gabby winder pod w shannon and becca moore)nyc musicals a stand up taking you on a date to their set

living in the front of a building where everyone needed to walk through your apartment un the morning and the receptionist worked in it and the next door was a weird place where people like paid for people to get raw meat thrown on them (saw lady gaga meat dress before bed) being a single women single mom the worker coming home and seeing gross shit everywhere throw on the window covering and the babies having to go in the meat center when they clean it out (apartment concerns) (trisha paytas podcast) parentheses show what made my dream like that

My 2024

snl hyper fixation trisha paytas on snl

regal unlimited pass

my reddit darkness era so gross

seeking male attention / validation not wanting something and getting it instead of vice versa

being yourself

mercury retrograde

the understanding you have with people you grew up with

being triggered by changes and the importance of shared history

standing up for your life