Learning to do things that you like and love to do can be challenging. Especially when you are so used to do the things that bring other people joy instead of yourself. Learning to not need someone else approval and just being good with your decision can be hard but its not impossible. You must learn to set the rules for your life and learn to LIVE FOR YOU. Things can soon feel overwhelming or unpleasing to the person when it is you always pleasing them. Learn to be okay with yourself first. When the time is right do not worry God will send you your people . The time is now for you to focus on you. God Bless you Enjoy your day !