Looking back makes much sense. For example, Abraham and his obedience to God is already a role model, but maybe a bit unspectacular. We know the end of the story. But for Abraham the obedience was associated with huge beliefs. Did he know then, as God's promise would assume? When he died, at least not much of the promise was visible. Maybe you are also in a phase where you believe to follow God's call, but it feels so uncertain, painful and nothing. What you can learn in the case of the flight school of an eagle mother and what this has to do with food bags explains Leo Bigger, with full use of body and soul.