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  • Your Body Is Always Trying to Heal You | Harmony Slater

    Harmony Slater was sitting on her parents' floor, broken down by the perfectionism of chasing a professional ballet career, when a voice came through: "If you want to continue this, you can, but you're going to die." She wrote a letter, quit her dance company, and never went back. But the same pattern found her again on the yoga mat, and learning to make peace with her body became the real work.

    In this episode:

    • The childhood dream of curling up with a lion that became an early sign of spirit speaking to her through dreams
    • Why her mom, "a bit witchy, a bit shamanic," answered "I think I'm going crazy" with "just do some yoga," and the sense of peace Harmony felt in her very first class
    • How Ashtanga yoga, "the ballet of yoga," turned from healing to imprisoning, and how she kept the good without abandoning the practice
    • The holotropic breathwork message that sent her to a Spinal Energetics training whose applications were already closed, and the spot that opened up when she landed in Portugal
    • Why your body is always trying to heal you, plus a simple hand-on-heart practice for asking it, "What do you need?"
    • Self-forgiveness, living in truth, and a practice for letting in a compliment instead of deflecting it

    Resources mentioned:

    Harmony’s Website: https://harmonyslater.com/

    Time Stamps:

    00:00 - Body Harmony Journey

    00:06 - Podcast Welcome Intro

    00:59 - Meet Harmony Slater

    02:03 - Spirit Calls Through Dreams

    04:34 - Childhood Ego Patterns

    06:20 - Quitting Ballet Turning Point

    07:02 - Spiritual Studies Travel

    08:00 - Yoga Finds Her Again

    10:43 - Mind Thoughts And Yoga

    12:17 - Ashtanga Perfectionism Loop

    14:14 - Listening To The Body

    15:50 - Beyond Asana Into Spirit

    17:40 - Spinal Energetics Calling

    20:52 - Light Language Awakening

    23:03 - Permission In Spirit Work

    23:35 - Working With Clients Tools

    25:32 - Healing Body Self Love

    29:40 - Simple Body Listening Practice

    30:29 - Lessons Forgiveness Truth

    34:32 - Permission To Receive Support

    37:23 - Receiving Compliments Practice

    38:30 - Connect With Harmony

    39:28 - Closing Message Outro

    40:05 - Community Invitation

    Connect with Us!

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    This show is produced by Twisted Spur Media Ltd.

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    41 min
  • It’s Time: Answering Her Soul's Call | Tatyanna Wright

    From the outside, Tatyanna Wright had it all: a childhood in five-star hotels, a television career in Manhattan, and a life that looked perfect in every photo. But for years, a voice kept repeating the same words: "It's time. The unfoldment has begun." This is the story of what happened when she finally listened, and what it cost her to stop pretending.

    In this episode:

    • Growing up in luxury hotels in Kuala Lumpur, Bangkok, and Sydney, and seeing spirits in the hotel halls and in the pineapple fields on her way to school
    • The profound awakening during a yoga series shoot in India, surrounded by towers of yogic books
    • How a stranger's drawing of a winged serpent goddess, a trip to The Met, and a single page of a book uploaded online led her to a 27th-generation Nepalese shaman
    • Online fire ceremonies, three weeks in Nepal, and learning to commune with wind, fire, and rain
    • Why she spent years searching for the "right time" to leave a decades-long marriage, and what staying was doing to her body
    • Inside her sessions today: channeling, chakra work, soul retrieval, and a personal mantra to practice for 41 days

    Resources mentioned:

    Tatyanna’s Website: https://tatyannawright.com/

    Time Stamps:

    00:00 Serpent Goddess Mystery

    00:22 Welcome to Live the Call

    00:54 Meet Tatiana Wright

    02:05 Hearing the Call

    02:42 Its Time to Change

    04:25 Luxury Hotel Childhood

    05:45 TV Career and Image

    07:02 Early Spirit Encounters

    08:13 India Yoga Awakening

    09:52 Naga Kanya Appears

    10:54 Searching for Answers

    16:29 Finding the Teacher

    18:11 Initiation and Nepal

    20:39 Leaving the Old Life

    27:11 Serving Clients and Visibility

    Connect with Us!

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    This show is produced by Twisted Spur Media Ltd.

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    40 min
  • Soul Life Psychology & Past Life Regression | Dr. Toni Reilly

    What if the wound you can't explain, the phobia, the ache an X-ray never finds, the pattern you keep repeating, isn't from this life at all? Akashic records expert and intuitive teacher Dr. Toni Reilly joins Pamela to unpack past-life regression, the "bruises" that shape our insecurities before we even know it, and why grief so often becomes an unexpected doorway into spiritual awakening.

    In this episode:

    • Toni traces her "bruising" framework back to a childhood memory of being excluded by classmates over having a boy's name and how that moment shaped a lifelong pattern of insecurity
    • She describes past-life regression sessions where physical symptoms unexplainable by Western medicine resolved instantly once clients recalled their origin
    • Toni recounts her own regression after reading Many Lives, Many Masters and training directly with Dr. Brian Weiss in New York
    • She breaks down the three core modalities she's built under Soul Life Psychology: recall therapy, Life Map, and bruises
    • Toni and Pamela discuss why grief so often becomes an unexpected gateway into exploring intuition
    • Toni shares what's currently open through the Toni Reilly Institute, including the ongoing Mediumship Development Circle and a standalone recall therapy course launching in August

    Time Stamps:

    00:00 Life Map Explained

    00:38 Podcast Welcome

    01:10 Meet Toni Riley

    02:05 Early Spiritual Whispers

    06:21 Childhood Bruising Story

    11:31 Ordinary Life to Calling

    12:03 Past Life Regression Healing

    17:24 Spirit Visits in Sessions

    20:35 Toni’s First Regression

    25:22 Training and Institute Launch

    30:26 Soul Life Psychology for New Era

    33:43 Life Map and Bruises Tools

    38:16 How to Start Your Journey

    41:35 Programs and Where to Find Toni

    44:41 Closing Reflections and Outro

    Resources mentioned:

    Toni Riley Institute https://tonireillyinstitute.com/

    Connect with Pamela

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    This show is produced by Twisted Spur Media Ltd.

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    46 min
  • The Body's Role in Spiritual Awakening | Lindsay Vatterott

    Twenty years ago, Lindsay Vatterott's nervous system exploded mid-yoga-class with pressure blowing up her spine, heat flooding her body, a friend taking over the class while she lay on the floor wondering what had just happened. Doctors found nothing. What followed was over a decade of purging, isolation, and a marriage pushed to the edge, before it became the embodied life she teaches from today. Lindsay joins Pamela to name, in detail, the physical side of awakening almost no one talks about.

    In this episode:

    • Lindsay describes the moment her kundalini-style awakening hit while teaching a 6am yoga class in a 105-degree room, and why she was convinced something was "physically wrong" with her
    • She walks through years of unexplained symptoms, tingling, head pressure, nausea, "purging" episodes and the negative test results, MRIs, and EEGs that never found a cause
    • Lindsay shares the highway incident where the pressure in her head "burst" and her sense of a separate self-dissolved into a field of awareness
    • She and Pamela talk about the toll the awakening took on her marriage, her isolation from friends, and raising four kids through it
    • Lindsay explains what shifted her from resisting the energy to working with it, and defines surrender as "handing it over to Spirit"
    • She offers a practical check-in for listeners questioning their own experience: can you still function, still connect, still do your life and if not, what support to look for

    About Lindsay Vatterott

    Lindsay Vatterott is a spiritual guide and mentor and host of the podcast Live Like Eden: Spiritual Awakening Unraveled, sharing grounded, no-nonsense insights into the awakening process. A former yoga teacher and studio owner, she experienced a physically intense kundalini-style awakening beginning in the early 2000s and has spent the years since learning to live and work with it, now supporting others through their own.

    Resources mentioned:

    Live Like Eden: Spiritual Awakening Unraveled - Lindsay's podcast, new episodes every Wednesday www.livelikeeden.com

    Instagram: @LiveLikeEden

    Awakened Hearts Volume 2 — book featuring chapters from both Lindsay and Pamela

    Time Stamps:

    00:00 Why Physical Awakening Matters

    01:08 Meet Lindsay Vatterott

    02:37 First Call In The Unknown

    07:17 Yoga Studio Energy Surge

    11:13 Doctors Find Nothing

    13:49 Purification And Parenting

    16:14 Dreams And Psychic Training

    19:38 Support Systems And Isolation

    23:08 Highway Head Burst Shift

    28:17 Retreat Fear And Reentry

    33:35 Vibrant Despite It All

    34:04 Asking for Help Again

    34:34 Grounding the Energy

    35:26 Sharing the Work Publicly

    38:27 Embodiment and Physical Symptoms

    40:51 Finding Stability Checklist

    44:36 Surrender and Spirit-Led Life

    47:21 Integrating in Daily Life

    50:28 Welcoming Fear as Gateway

    53:05 Collective Traps and Love

    56:12 Final Wisdom and Where to Find Her

    Connect with Pamela

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    This show is produced by Twisted Spur Media Ltd.

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    1 hr 2 min
  • From NFL Dreams to Akashic Records | Adewale Adeoye

    Former Division I football player Adewale Adeoye was one hospital stay away from the NFL, twice. This episode traces how a car accident, a seven-day water fast, and a third-degree burn cracked him open into the Akashic Records channeler and modern-day shaman he is today.

    Time Stamps:

    00:00 Akashic Records Explained

    00:26 Welcome to Live the Call

    00:58 Meet Adewale Adeoye

    02:36 Hearing the Spirit Calling

    04:55 Childhood Gifts Awakening

    07:18 Football as a Life Path

    13:09 Mindset Shift and Manifesting

    17:31 Pandemic Reset and Yoga

    18:50 First Near Death Lesson

    22:25 Second Near Death Surrender

    27:12 Resilience Beyond the Body

    29:29 Slow Down and Trust

    30:02 Tapping Spiritual Gifts

    31:11 Football Dreams Detour

    32:51 Water Fast and Shaman

    33:33 Soul Retrieval Awakening

    35:21 Akashic Mentorship Path

    36:50 Hanging Up Cleats

    39:53 Living by Intuition

    42:58 Purpose Through Service

    45:02 Client Themes and Soulmates

    48:01 What Are Akashic Records

    49:48 Future Vision and Seer

    52:31 Parting Advice and Offers

    56:50 Closing and Community

    In This Episode:

    • How a 2015 car accident at Utah State fractured his hip, broke his ribs, and taught him to stop moving from obligation and start moving from his own body's "yes"
    • The seven-day water fast that led him to a shaman, a soul retrieval session, and his first direct encounter with the Akashic Records
    • Surviving third-degree burns across 70% of his body in Tijuana in 2023, and the surrender that followed
    • Why he walked away from professional football after his gifts as a psychic medium and light-language channel became "too much" to ignore
    • What the Akashic Records actually are, and why Adewale believes access to them is about to become mainstream
    • His upcoming Soul Remembrance retreat launching in September, designed to help participants activate their remembrance around the world

    About Adewale Adeoye: Adewale Adeoye is a universal channel, Akashic Records guide, teacher, and mentor, and the founder of Clairvoyance Club https://www.adewaleadeoyeofficial.com where he helps people awaken their intuitive gifts and align with their soul's blueprint. A former Division I football player and professional athlete, he now offers Akashic Records readings and gift-activation mentorship. He is 30 years old.

    Resources Mentioned:

    • Soul Remembrance retreat, launching September https://www.adewaleadeoyeofficial.com/

    Connect with Us!

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    58 min
  • What Really Happens When We Die | Julie Ryan

    Julie Ryan spent decades inventing surgical devices, then a birthday book cracked open a second career as a psychic medium who scans the human body like an MRI. In this episode, she walks Pamela Downes through her 30+ years of communicating with spirit: the maternal spirit that greets every dying person first, the "wing tip vortex" that pulls a soul free of the body, and the psychiatrist who scanned her brain to help prove it. Part business story, part ghost story, part permission slip to trust yourself.

    In this episode:

    • Julie explains how Carolyn Myss's Anatomy of the Spirit and Dr. Barbara Brennan's Hands of Light led her to six years of training at a healing arts school before going full-time
    • She describes the 12 phases of transition she observes at the deathbed, including the order spirits arrive and why the soul exits up and to the right
    • Julie shares how psychiatrist Dr. Daniel Amen used a SPECT brain scan to show measurable brain activity while she communicated with spirit
    • She discusses reconciling her Catholic faith with her intuitive gifts as a self-described "Cafeteria Catholic"
    • Julie breaks down how she scans bodies to sense injury and illness, including a healing session involving stem cell energy
    • She closes with her free book download and her October 23–25 in-person training in Atlanta https://askjulieryan.com/aat

    Time Stamps:

    00:00 What Happens When We Die

    00:27 Welcome to Live the Call

    00:58 Meet Julie Ryan

    02:32 Awakening Through Books

    03:55 Training and Teaching Gifts

    04:47 Family Reactions and Doubts

    06:07 Pope Clement’s Message

    09:15 Coming Out in Corporate

    11:18 Healing and Psychic Buffet

    12:07 Human MRI and Self Healing

    13:45 Stem Cell Energy Visuals

    16:38 Catholic Faith and Energy

    17:51 Seeing Grace at Mass

    18:28 Shrines and Tongues of Fire

    20:17 Christos Energy in Communion

    21:05 Do You See Dark Energy

    21:14 Fear and Spirits

    21:46 Relics and Divine Energy

    23:10 Talking to Saints

    25:06 Training Intuition Fast

    27:56 Everyone Has Gifts

    28:59 What Happens When We Die

    31:15 Angels and Welcome Committee

    33:41 Vortex and White Light

    37:15 Proof and Catholic Prayer

    38:57 Connect With Julie Ryan

    40:54 Final Takeaways

    Resources mentioned:

    • www.askjulieryan.com
    • Ask Julie Ryan Show (podcast)
    • Julie Ryan's in-person training, October 23–25, Atlanta https://askjulieryan.com/aat

    Follow Live the Call for more conversations on awakening and inner guidance, and find Julie's full offerings at askjulieryan.com.

    Connect with Pamela

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    This show is produced by Twisted Spur Media Ltd.

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    42 min
  • The Mindful Gardener: Healing 70+ Symptoms by Letting Go

    For years, Helmut Koeckritz tried to fix his way out of a body that wouldn't stop breaking down until the fixing itself became the problem. Diagnosed with 75 physical and psychological symptoms, including OCD, chronic anxiety, and food reactions so severe he could safely eat only two foods, he tells Pamela how he finally turned things around: not with another protocol, but by learning to stop fighting his own nervous system.

    Time Stamps:

    00:00 Resistance Lessons

    00:36 Welcome

    01:57 Spirit Calling Question

    04:40 Symptoms Build Up

    05:49 Food Sensitivity Spiral

    07:16 Facebook Rabbit Holes

    08:46 Training For Purpose

    11:09 Brain Retraining Hope

    13:42 Allowing Over Fixing

    15:26 OCD As Teacher

    16:43 Setbacks And Indifference

    18:22 From Bedridden to Work

    18:48 Quitting Coaching for Cleaning

    19:33 Called Back to Purpose

    20:51 Early YouTube Style

    23:16 Building Community Offers

    25:19 Mindful Gardener Name

    28:40 Dreams and Rock Vibe

    31:01 Music as Healing Tool

    32:52 Where to Find Helmut

    34:37 Final Sendoff Message

    In This Episode:

    • How manageable symptoms in his 20s and 30s built into 75 total, including a stretch where rice, beef, and apples were the only foods his body would tolerate
    • Why the OCD and looping anxious thoughts he once resented became what he calls "the greatest teacher" of his recovery
    • The shift from Facebook rabbit holes and "no hope" support groups to brain retraining, and learning to allow symptoms instead of fighting them
    • Why becoming fully indifferent to his symptoms, not just tracking them, was what finally let his nervous system settle
    • The daily practice that surprised even him: 45 minutes of dancing to '70s and reggae music after dinner
    • How a stalled cleaning business and a spontaneous YouTube channel led him to become The Mindful Gardener, now teaching others through a monthly membership community

    Guest Bio: Helmut Koeckritz, known online as The Mindful Gardener, spent his 20s and 30s battling an escalating cascade of symptoms that eventually reached 75 in total, including OCD, anxiety, and severe food sensitivities. After a self-taught recovery built on nervous system regulation and non-resistance, he ran a cleaning business before returning to his true calling, now teaching others to become their own "mindful gardener" through YouTube content and a monthly membership community. He is also a musician, and credits daily dance and visualization practices as part of his recovery.

    Resources Mentioned:

    • The Mindful Gardener (YouTube, also listed as Helmut Koeckritz)
    • The Mindful Gardener on Instagram and TikTok
    • https://the-mindful-gardener.com/

    Connect with Pamela!

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    This show is produced by Twisted Spur Media Ltd.

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    36 min
  • Akashic Records, Light Language & Soul Plans with Lisa Wetsel

    What if the spiritual gifts that are opening up in you right now — the light language, the downloads, the knowing that something has fundamentally shifted — aren't random? Akashic Records consultant Lisa Wetsel has spent 20+ years inside the field, and in this conversation she and Pamela map the territory almost no one talks about: what the records actually are (not books, not a library — a living data center coordinating the flight plan of your soul), why developing spiritual gifts takes far longer than any six-month course will tell you, and why both of them believe the planet is in the middle of an irreversible awakening right now.

    Timestamps:

    00:00 - Beyond Labels

    00:09 - Podcast Welcome

    00:40 - Meet Lisa Wetsel

    01:39 - Hearing the Call

    02:23 - Early Life and Beliefs

    04:43 - Loss and Awakening

    05:51 - Massage Opens Gifts

    07:40 - Discovering Akashic Records

    17:34 - Becoming a Mouthpiece

    18:33 - Spiritual Mastery Takes Time

    21:32 - Embodiment Over Ego

    24:03 - What Akashic Records Are

    26:04 - Control Tower Metaphor

    28:55 - Drop Labels and Systems

    30:33 - Stop Future Worry

    31:20 - Dropping Labels

    32:49 - Simplicity Over Courses

    35:23 - Rituals Aren’t Required

    36:48 - The Big Undoing

    38:00 - Akashic Proof Moment

    42:30 - Feeling the Records

    46:16 - Trusting the Surrender

    50:08 - Light Language Awakening

    55:56 - Where to Find Lisa

    57:09 - Final Takeaways

    In this episode:

    • Lisa shares how her path began not with a dramatic awakening but with a quiet pull toward massage therapy — and how her instructors' intuition-first teaching method cracked open her gift for reading energy in the body
    • She describes the moment the Akashic guides spoke to her directly and asked her to become their "mouthpiece" — and what it felt like to say yes without fully understanding what she was agreeing to
    • Pamela and Lisa unpack the airplane-and-control-tower metaphor that Lisa uses to explain how the Akashic field coordinates soul contracts, guides, and divine timing
    • They explore light language: how it arrived unbidden for both of them around the same time, how Lisa uses it to clear stuck energy in client sessions, and why she believes it may become a universal language
    • Lisa reflects honestly on the difference between being a spiritual practitioner and being a spiritual being — and why the gap between those two things matters deeply
    • Both hosts challenge the culture of endless spiritual courses and certifications, making the case for simplicity, stillness, and the "simplistic mind" the guides are calling us toward now

    Follow Live the Call with Pamela Downes for more conversations like this and find Lisa Wetsel's work at https://www.lisawetsel.com/

    Connect with Pamela

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    This show is produced by Twisted Spur Media Ltd.

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    1 hr
  • From Pastor to Psychic Channel: David Trotter's Journey

    A man who spent a decade as a pastor, building a church from a dozen people to 750 across three locations, sat down on this podcast, took a breath, and let three unseen beings speak through his body for nearly fifteen minutes. One of them called itself "the light of Christ." This episode is David Trotter's account of how that happened, and what came through live.

    Timestamps:

    00:00 – Ego death experience — "your calling has not been revoked"

    02:54 – The moment at 18 he first heard the call to be a pastor

    04:21 – His parents reveal they always sensed his calling

    06:38 – Becomes an associate pastor at 25 as the church explodes to 1,000 people

    08:56 – The fear of losing friends and respect when you leave a faith community

    09:33 – Advice on deconstruction: "be wise about who you process this with"

    12:33 – Why not having all the answers anymore is freeing

    14:54 – The pivot to marketing, filmmaking, and the Inspiration Rising podcast

    15:40 – The sound bath that "rocked his world"

    19:04 – Discovering "unseen friends" and automatic writing

    23:29 – The medicine ceremony message that changed his life

    25:38 – A third being appears — David's complicated relationship with Jesus

    34:25 – Live channeling begins on the podcast

    45:13 – How to tell true intuition from fear-based "static"

    53:39 – Awakened Magazine, upcoming books, and 2026 expo dates

    In this episode:

    • David describes the moment at 18, kneeling at a youth conference on December 31, 1990, when he first sensed God say, "I want you to be a pastor."
    • He recounts becoming an associate pastor at Rock Harbor in Orange County at 25, watching it grow from 100 to 1,000 people within months, then later growing his own church from a dozen people to 750 with a dozen staff and three locations before hitting burnout and leaving ministry in 2008.
    • David walks through his slow "deconstruction" process — starting with the question of LGBTQ inclusion, then the question of heaven and hell (influenced by Rob Bell's Love Wins), and eventually questioning whether heaven exists at all.
    • He describes a 5-MeO-DMT ("bufo") experience that triggered a full ego death, a tearful life review, and the message: "Your calling has not been revoked. You are a messenger of love and light."
    • David explains how light language and channeling emerged spontaneously during medicine ceremonies and, later, during regression hypnotherapy sessions — without medicine.
    • Live on the podcast, David channels for the first time on Pamela's show, delivering a message centered on intuition and the "static" of fear that blocks it.

    Resources mentioned:

    Awakened Magazine (www.awakenedmagazine.com); Awakened Hearts (book series); Sacred Bonds (upcoming anthology, Mother's Day 2026); Inspiration Rising (podcast); Behind the Lids (breathwork/meditation studio); New Living Expo (San Rafael, CA, April 17–19, 2026)

    Follow Live the Call with Pamela Downes for more conversations like this and find David Trotter's work at www.awakenedmagazine.com.

    Connect with Pamela

    Website https://spirit-calling.com/

    Instagram https://www.instagram.com/spiritcallingpamela

    YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@spiritcallingpamela

    LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/pameladownes/

    This show is produced by Twisted Spur Media Ltd.

    Disclaimer: The views, information, or opinions expressed by guests during Live The Call Podcast are solely those of the individuals involved and do not necessarily represent those of Pamela Downes and/or her affiliates. Pamela Downes, Live The Call Podcast is not responsible for and do not verify the accuracy of any of the information contained in the podcast series. The primary purpose of this podcast is to educate and inform. Listeners are advised to consult with a qualified professional or specialist before making any decisions based on the content of this podcast.

    58 min
  • Surrendering Control, Trusting Spirit with Rich Braconi

    Rich Braconi spent years working narcotics cases as a detective, chasing bad guys, climbing toward a sergeant promotion, building a life by the book. Then his marriage fell apart, his finances collapsed, and his family quietly decided he'd had a breakdown. What happened next is the subject of this episode: how rock bottom became the doorway to a spiritual communication Rich didn't believe was possible, one that eventually turned him into a trance medium, medical intuitive, and spiritual teacher.

    Time Stamps:

    0:00 – "I'll Whisper It to You"

    0:31 – Welcome to Live the Call & Meet Rich Braconi

    2:01 – When Did You First Hear Spirit Calling?

    3:18 – Hitting Rock Bottom & Learning to Surrender

    6:18 – Family's Reaction: "He Thinks He Talks to God"

    12:49 – From Medical Intuition to Full Mediumship

    15:02 – Forgiveness, the Bible & Spiritual Lessons

    16:55 – Reconnecting with Michelle: A Love Story

    26:47 – What Love Actually Is

    30:24 – Awakening Psychic Abilities & Co-Creating with Intention

    35:28 – Synchronicity: Three Strangers, Three Fathers Named David

    43:27 – Walking Away from a Police Promotion

    49:10 – Where Happiness Comes From

    55:16 – Moving to Kentucky & What's Next for Rich

    In this episode:

    • Rich describes hitting "the lowest point" of his life — disconnected from his family, separated from his wife, living month-to-month — and how that's where he first learned to "surrender soul control and soul ownership" over his life.
    • He shares how his own family reacted when he started talking about his abilities: they told others "he had a nervous breakdown" and "thinks he talks to God."
    • Rich walks through how his abilities expanded in stages — from channeled information, to sensing medical imbalances, to full mediumship, to seeing future events and past lives.
    • He tells the story of reconciling with his ex-wife Michelle after roughly ten years apart, and how changing himself first — rather than trying to change her — is what rebuilt the relationship.
    • Rich recounts a mediumship gallery story where three audience members, seated near each other by "synchronicity," each turned out to be connected to a father named David or Dave who died of a heart attack.
    • He describes the moment he chose to leave a promising law enforcement career — passing on a sergeant promotion — to follow his spiritual path.
    • Rich talks about his move from New Jersey to Kentucky, stepping back from large public mediumship events to focus on teaching, mentoring, and online events.

    Resources mentioned:

    • Being More of God: A True Spiritual Evolution (Rich's book)
    • "Expanding the Presence" (Rich's website/online events)

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