Paul tells us about the toxic mix of his inner rage and a drug dealer. It's a story of how a deep insecurity fuels a life of drugs, guns, a heist and a purebred.

PICTURES

Mookie the Pit Bull; Paul and Jack just before the story; and Paul's polished Dodge Charger.

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THE SECRET ROOM | UNLOCKED

Max from Episode 49 "Accidental Gay Male Escort" joins susie for some eye popping insanity. They riff about their favorite episodes of the year and their secret New Year's resolutions.

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PODCAST TEAM

Producer: Susie Lark. Story Development: Luna Patel. Hashtag Flipper: Alessandro Nigro. Sound Engineer: Marco. Street Secret Team: Oval. Music and Theme: Breakmaster Cylinder.

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