In this talk, Jessica Williams reflects on the longings that drew her to St. Stephen's University and to the St. Croix Church community. She explores the cracks in the foundation of the church and within herself that "let the light get in," as Leonard Cohen sings. Jessica ends this talk by reading a letter written by Walter Thiessen earlier this week, offering an update for those who "Joined Us As We Stepped Away" from Vineyard Canada in 2020.