What happens when we look in the mirror and don't like the person looking back at us?  What happens when we confront our heart with the ugly truth that we've not lived up to our own expectations for ourselves, and that we've not been the person we desire to be?

I have been asking myself these same questions a lot this year.  This special episode takes a look at confronting myself with the truth that I've been a mean, angry, vindictive, and emotionally abusive person.  When I looked at myself in the mirror and was brutally honest with who I've been, that was a life changing moment.  That was the moment I really began to confront my remaining demons, and made the decision to break the cycle of pain, suffering, anger, and agony, to break the chains of my past, remove the ugliness and darkness in my heart, and allow the light to dwell once again, in my heart where it belongs.  

Can we confront our hearts and change them?  You betcha!  Is it painful?  You betcha!  Is it totally worth it, though, to walk back through hell, defeating the forces of darkness and evil in your own heart, and permanently leaving the darkness to dwell in the light?  You betcha!

When I confronted myself with the question - Where is my heart, I didn't like the answer I got.  I've been working ever since, to change that heart, and be love, and be human to myself especially, so I can then be love and be human to those around me.  It's been well worth it to me to work on becoming a better me by changing my heart.  Is it worth it to you?  Where is your heart?