Produced by HeavyKeyzz (https://www.heavykeyzz.com) x UpNorth (https://www.youtube.com/@UPNORTH1)

Lyrics

[Hook] X2

Yeah I lost it

(I lost it)

Yeah I lost

(Like I ever had a grip I never felt your love)

I ran up

I went off

And it cost me

(That’s cause you’re toxic)

Ooh yeah lost it

(I lost it)

Yeah I lost

(ooh ooh ahh ahh)

I got up

I swung

And you rocked me

(You fucked me)

[Verse 1]

Yeah you shocked me

How you mocked me and

Expect I’ll follow lead

I got no time for that

No mind for that

No I’ll gladly leave

& it’s time for that

No lies just acts

I don’t like to retreat

But you brought me in

To thoughts that I

do not want to repeat

& its crazy

how you made me see

all the demons in me

But its facing them

That made me see

The man I want to be

I told myself you wouldn’t get the best of me

Said all this shit

bout being heartless

but it means shit

cause regardless

yeah I still lost it

[Hook] X2

Yeah I lost it

(I lost it)

Yeah I lost

(Like I ever had a grip I never felt your love)

I ran up

I went off

And it cost me

(That’s cause you’re toxic)

Ooh yeah lost it

(I lost it)

Yeah I lost

(ooh ooh ahh ahh)

I got up

I swung

And you rocked me

(You fucked me)

[Verse 2]

Yeah I lost it

How did I let this happen

I tried and tried

And tried and tried

To keep composure but I

Can’t deny all of the times

That I went back on my word

Thought I had a grip of my

Reality but it’s mine

So the way that its defined

Is obviously from my

Own perspective it hurts

To not see you

Its a curse

How I need you

Just tell me what to believe

& we’ll run with that

But how you gonna bleed thru

Me and wonder still how I lost

Wonder still how I lost

How I lost it

[Hook] x2

Yeah I lost it

(I lost it)

Yeah I lost

(Like I ever had a grip I never felt your love)

I ran up

I went off

And it cost me

(That’s cause you’re toxic)

Ooh yeah lost it

(I lost it)

Yeah I lost

(ooh ooh ahh ahh)

I got up

I swung

And you rocked me

(You fucked me)