I’m pretty much rambling as always and tell you not to settle; If he wanted to he would. You know yourself better than anyone could ever. Self reflection and patience with give you all the enlightenment you need. I’m in an odd transition in my life when I’m taking a step back from connections with new people(friendships & relationships) to take a step back and focus on the relationship I want to build with myself. You deserve a Colleen Hoover guy (Axel not a Ryle).