May we grow in the knowledge of who called us and put him first in everything we do, by allowing him to get before us and seeking his perspective that lead us to the truth we haven't perceived and we won't on our own limited understanding and that's when we will become wise in our own eyes and conclude in which will not lead us to peace but instead it will lead us to having grudges and it will seem as if you the one who has a problem or you can't be around people, it's because you are expecting to be rewarded, May we learn to be content whether we being rewarded or not, God is the one who rewards good deeds, yours is to continue being in Christ and growing in him so that you can be able to live in peace with those around you and continuing doing good for them, because our expectations lead us to conclude in which won't serve Godly purpose, lean not on your own understanding and remember we not fighting or wrestling against flesh and blood but with principalities of the dark world, and they always oppose you not to continue doing good. Love without expectations.