Lynn Logic – Episode 36: Ghost / Soul Tired

Yes, I skipped an episode number. No, I’m not fixing it. Because… only human.

In this episode, I talk about being soul tired—not physically exhausted, but worn down from being a giver in a world full of takers. This is about time, self-awareness, waiting on people who don’t respect your time, and what happens when the give bucket is full and the take bucket is empty.

We get into emotional labor, chronic complaining, road rage (use your damn turn signal), and the quiet narcissism of making other people wait. I unpack how self-sacrifice—especially when paired with love—can slowly turn you into a ghost in your own life: present, reliable, invisible.

This episode is reflective, blunt, funny, and tired in that deep way sleep doesn’t fix. It’s about noticing patterns, setting limits, and realizing that people claiming confusion were often just not paying attention.

As always, I bring my full context with me: widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic, survivor of a brain blood clot, 25 years in accounting and operations, a BA in psychology, and a lifelong obsession with patterns, numbers, and calling bullshit when I see it.

If you’ve ever felt unseen, unheard, or emotionally transparent—this one’s for you.

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Chin Up, Tits Out.