Knowing Markus Kavka foremost as a VJ on MTV, where people seem to constantly smile, be lucky and never sleep, we felt very honoured to meet his rather dark side (not just visually). Markus gave us an insight into his personal relation to the topic "suicide" and his activities within the organization "freunde fürs leben", fighting for a bigger acceptance of depression and it´s consequenzes in the society. Please watch, listen and experience what a scaringly short timespan 40 seconds can be...