I published and unpublished this episode about a good 10 times because it just seem to be tooo invasive regarding my personal life. But, again, somebody else may be going through something similar. Sometimes, I think we get so used to the masks we hide behind that we almost forget they are there. I was CHALLENGED over this past month or two to remove my mask before God, to be real about my true heart's desires, and who I really am as a person. I'm always asking God to take me to the next level, crying that I am ready. But how can God give you what you want,when you don't even know what that is, because you can't keep it real with yourself? When I got real.. it got REAL