One Summer long ago, giacinta frisillo found themselves home alone making a VHS copy of the 1994 film Maverick, so that they could watch it every day. In secret. Every. Day. In this episode giacinta opens up about their journey in living with obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) and the ways this can manifest. We go ‘all in’ on Mel Gibson’s titular character and the supporting ones: Graham Greene’s indigenous representation and Jodie Foster’s not-so-dumb-blonde. What are those difficult distinctions between shame, embarrassment and comfort?