Me Again God

By Charlene Condu

Me Again, God is a raw and honest podcast about finding your way back to God without the guilt trips, the masks, or the pressure to “have it all together.” Hosted by Charlene Condu, this show dives

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July 07, 2026 S2 E25 The Stuff Under The Stuff: The Weight of Being the Strong One
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There comes a day that few of us are prepared for—the day we begin caring for the people who once cared for us.
In this deeply personal episode of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene shares her journey of walking alongside her aging mother while living nearly a thousand miles away. Through stories of caregiving, quiet grief, financial challenges, difficult decisions, and the unseen weight of becoming "the strong one," she uncovers a deeper truth: the greatest burden isn't always what we're carrying—it's believing life was supposed to become free of burdens.
If you're caring for an aging parent, supporting someone you love through illness, grieving the gradual changes that come with aging, or simply feeling overwhelmed by the responsibilities of life, this episode is for you.
Together we'll discover that God never promised a life without trouble—but He did promise His presence through every season. Sometimes the very burdens we wish would disappear become the places where we experience His faithfulness most deeply.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
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Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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June 30, 2026 S2 E24 THE STUFF UNDER THE STUFF The Inheritance Nobody Wanted
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What if the struggle you've spent your life battling didn't begin with you?
In Part 2 of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene continues her journey into the hidden beliefs that quietly shape our lives. After uncovering her own burden of trying to prove her worth, she begins to recognize something even deeper—a wound that may have been passed from generation to generation.
Through personal stories, family history, faith, and reflection, Charlene explores the silent inheritance many of us carry without realizing it: the need to earn love, approval, acceptance, and value.
This episode asks difficult but freeing questions:
What if your parents were carrying wounds they never understood?
What if being different isn't the same as being healed?
What if the burdens you've inherited don't have to become the burdens you pass on?
As she examines the relationship between mothers, daughters, and the generations that came before them, Charlene discovers that healing begins when we stop focusing on behavior and start understanding the wound beneath it.
If you've ever struggled with people-pleasing, approval-seeking, family pain, childhood wounds, or the feeling that you're carrying something you never chose, this episode will challenge and encourage you.
Because sometimes the greatest freedom comes from finally seeing what you've been carrying all along.

Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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June 23, 2026 S2 E23 THE STUFF UNDER THE STUFF The Burden of Proof
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What if the thing you've spent your entire life trying to prove was never on trial?
In this deeply personal episode of The Stuff Under the Stuff, Charlene begins uncovering a wound she didn't realize she was carrying. What starts as a reflection on childhood, motherhood, and identity becomes a journey into generational pain, the search for approval, and the exhausting burden of trying to prove your worth.
Through the story of her mother, grandmother, and her own life, Charlene explores the hidden beliefs that shape us, the approval we spend years chasing, and the realization that many of us are still presenting evidence for a case God settled long ago.
If you've ever felt unseen, misunderstood, overlooked, or like you were never quite enough, this episode is for you.
Because underneath the accomplishments, the relationships, the successes, and the failures may be a deeper question:
Am I enough?
Join us as we begin a powerful new series exploring identity, grace, family wounds, and the freedom found when we stop trying to earn what God has already given.
Scripture:
Jeremiah 1:5
"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you."
The courtroom may still be open in your mind.
But what if heaven already settled the case?
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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June 16, 2026 S2 E22 The Stuff Under the Stuff: Case Dismissed
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Have you ever felt like God forgave you, but you never forgave yourself?
In this deeply personal episode, I share a battle I've quietly fought for years. As I prepare to marry Jason, I find myself revisiting old mistakes, old regrets, and old dreams that never came to be. I wanted the marriage my parents had. One husband. One lifetime. One love story. Instead, I find myself preparing for marriage number three and wrestling with the question: How can I have a voice when I've failed so many times?
The truth is, I know where I went wrong. I ignored God's warnings. I made decisions based on what I wanted instead of what God was showing me. But somewhere along the way, owning my mistakes turned into carrying them. Confession became condemnation. Repentance became punishment.
In this episode, we'll talk about the courtroom many of us carry in our minds—the place where old failures are retried, old regrets are replayed, and old wounds are presented as evidence against us. We'll explore the difference between conviction and condemnation, why comparison keeps us stuck, and what it means to finally accept the grace God freely offers.
If you've ever found yourself trapped between regret for the past and gratitude for God's redemption, this episode is for you.
Maybe the case isn't still open.
Maybe Heaven dismissed it a long time ago.
Maybe it's time we did too.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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June 09, 2026 S2 E21 The Stuff Under The Stuff: Trusting Yourself Again
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The Stuff Under the Stuff: Gaslighting (Part II) – We Said No, He Said Yes
Last week, I shared the story of gaslighting, betrayal, and the painful discovery that the marriage I thought I had was built on a perception instead of reality. This week, we pick up where that story left off.
Sitting in a U-Haul with a broken heart, a hearing disability that terrified me, and no idea what came next, I found myself leaning on God in a way I never had before. What I thought was the end of my story turned out to be the beginning of God's restoration.
In this deeply personal episode, I share how God rebuilt my trust, taught me the difference between hearing His voice and following my own desires, and brought an unexpected person back into my life. Jason and I both swore we would never get married again, but God had other plans.
We'll talk about healing after deception, learning to trust again, asking the hard questions, waiting on God's answers, and discovering that redemption is often found on the other side of our greatest disappointments.
If you've ever wondered whether God can restore what was broken, redeem lost years, or write a better chapter than the one you imagined, this episode is for you.
Sometimes the stuff under the stuff isn't the pain itself.
It's the healing God is trying to bring through it.
We said no.
He said yes.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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June 02, 2026 S2 E20 The Stuff Under the Stuff: When You Stop Trusting Yourself
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As I prepare to get married in just a few weeks, I've found myself looking back at a chapter of my life that changed everything. In this deeply personal episode, I share the story of how I learned what gaslighting really is—and the shocking moment I realized I had been living it for years.
What began as innocent jokes and confusing conversations slowly became something much darker. I found myself questioning my memory, doubting my judgment, and wondering if something was wrong with me. Then one Google search changed everything.
We'll talk about what gaslighting is, how it works, why it is so damaging, and how the enemy uses confusion to separate us from truth. I'll share my own story of deception, the painful discovery that followed, and the biblical connection between gaslighting and the very first deception in the Garden of Eden.
If you've ever questioned your reality, ignored red flags, doubted yourself, or wondered how you ended up in a situation you never saw coming, this episode is for you.
The stuff under the stuff isn't always what happened to us. Sometimes it's what happened inside us because of it.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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May 29, 2026 S2 E19 The Stuff Under The Stuff Part 2
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In this powerful episode of Me Again, God, Charlene Condu tackles one of the most normalized struggles many women quietly carry: people-pleasing. What looks like kindness on the outside is often rooted in fear, approval-seeking, and the exhausting need to keep everyone else happy at the expense of ourselves. Through raw honesty, biblical truth, and real-life examples, Charlene breaks down the spiritual root behind people-pleasing and why Scripture calls the fear of man a snare. From over-explaining and apologizing for boundaries to silencing the calling God placed on your life, this episode exposes “the stuff under the stuff” and offers practical, faith-filled steps toward freedom.
If you’ve ever said yes when you desperately wanted to say no… if you’ve ever felt trapped by the opinions of others… this conversation will hit home.
Because freedom begins the moment you stop living for the approval of people and start living for the audience of One.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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May 28, 2026 S2 E18 The Stuff Under The Stuff
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In this brand-new series of Me Again, God, Charlene Condu dives into “The Stuff Under the Stuff” — the hidden heart issues quietly keeping so many women stuck spiritually, emotionally, and mentally. This isn’t about shame, perfection, or pretending to have it all together. It’s about finally getting honest about the things we normalize: comparison, control, bitterness, striving, people-pleasing, perfectionism, and the deeper roots beneath them.
With raw honesty, biblical truth, real-life examples, and the casual “coffee and conversation” style listeners love, Charlene invites women into a deeper level of healing and freedom. This episode sets the foundation for the entire series by asking one powerful question: What if the thing keeping you stuck isn’t what you thought it was?
If you’ve ever felt like you love God but still can’t seem to break certain cycles… this series is for you.
Because healing starts when we stop avoiding the stuff under the stuff.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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May 27, 2026 S2 E17 Grumble Baby Stop
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We all know what complaining sounds like — but do we know what it means? In this episode, We dig into what Scripture actually says about grumbling, and the answer might surprise you. It's not just a bad habit or a personality flaw. According to the Bible, grumbling is a heart issue tied directly to unbelief — and God hears every single one. From the Israelites in the wilderness to one sentence straight from the mouth of Jesus, we're walking through eight scriptures that reveal what's really underneath our complaints and what it looks like to choose trust instead. This one is honest, a little convicting, and completely necessary. Come as you are.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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May 14, 2026 S2 E16 The Deaf Girl Made an Album
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Sometimes life slows us down whether we want it to or not.
After weeks away fighting walking pneumonia and helping care for her mom during another hospital stay, Charlene returns with one of the most personal episodes of Me Again, God yet.
In this raw and heartfelt conversation, she opens up about the emotional reality of watching a parent age, grieving someone who is still here, and realizing the person she once turned to for advice is now the person needing care. She also shares the conviction she’s been feeling about glorifying “busy” and the deep desire to return to a quieter, more peaceful life where she can truly hear God again.
Charlene also shares the unexpected story behind her brand-new album releasing tomorrow — including the fact that she is legally deaf and never imagined she would one day create music. What began as a search for podcast theme music turned into songwriting, healing, and discovering a new creative voice she never knew she had.
And in the middle of all the chaos and beauty of this season… she shares one more personal announcement:
she and Jason officially set their wedding date for June 19th.
This episode is about grief, gratitude, slowing down, unexpected blessings, and the reminder that God still creates beautiful things through imperfect, surrendered people.
Resources Mentioned:
The Cost of Her Crown
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/
The Cost of His Throne
https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/
Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People
https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/
Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group
https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180
Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu
Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms.
If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.
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FAQs about Me Again God:

How many episodes does Me Again God have?

The podcast currently has 102 episodes available.