Messy & Iconic

give yourself permission!!! thank you for being here and see in you s3! 😘 love you MWAH 

Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

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Well...the title says it all! In this episode, I share the life-changing breakthrough that's been building over the last few months (and honestly my entire life) and everything that's led to my ultimate decision to pivot and step back from my coaching business this year to pursue my lifelong dreams of music, artistry, entertainment, performance, and expression.

I will always love coaching and I'll still be offering coaching, support, and community in a variety of ways, but it will look different than it has the past 2.5 years, and we're still very much in the messy middle of letting that vision evolve.

Recording and listening back to this episode – fully accepting, acknowledging, and claiming these desires – feels like coming home to myself in a way I've been too afraid to do my entire life until now. Thank you for being with me on this journey and for supporting me as we step into this new chapter! <3 I love you!

In today's episode...

• Looking back at the (now incredibly obvious) signs I ignored: my lifelong pull toward music, film, and the entertainment industry
• Why most of us ignore our most aligned path because it feels too easy 
• The 2 intuitive messages I received from psychic channels that clocked my misalignment a year in advance (that I ignored for months ofc)
• How the universe literally shoved the music path in my face (I mean literally)
• Paying attention to the frequency of words in your body as clues to clarity
• The realization that broke me out of the coaching box & redefined my entire purpose  
• My journey of de-pedestaling money and success to see my true desires
• The completely unexpected networking event that opened my eyes to a whole new world of possibility 
• How to know when it's actually time to leave your job or switch directions (fear vs. intuition)
• Discerning misalignment from fear and resistance when navigating pivots
• When self-responsibility becomes too much & the trap of always needing a reason 
• Permission to make intuitive decisions without perfect certainty or justification
• How I'm embracing my alignment-first philosophy for success and life in a whole new way
• Why dropping "expert mode" is the key to receiving more
• Why the word "cool" is a hack into your higher self
• How I naturally balanced my relationship with structure and flow without force
• How I fell back in love with consuming in a way that fuels me, instead of burns me out
• What's next for me (big vision, next steps, social media break & more!)

...and so much more!

also featuring...

• giving up on trying to make fetch happen 
• my theme song of the year & 2010 teen nostalgia 
• latest podcast & YouTube obsessions 
• card pull & my psychedelic NYE epiphany

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Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

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2026 is the year I make more money than I've ever made WHILE having more fun than I've ever had – and it can be for you too! 

Today I'm breaking down all the keys to my YEAR OF FUN experiment including the goals I'm setting, moves I'm making, and  principles I'm living by to prioritize play and ease every single day. 

I also go deep into sharing the real, unsexy inner work I've done over the past few years that has led me here, along with the secret weapons, real-time energetic shifts, in-the-moment decisions, tiny habits & day-to-day actions that I'm continuing to prioritize to make Year of FUN a success!

In today's episode...

• My 2026 business season reveal: priorities, pace & the approach I'm taking this year
• What's on my 2026 bingo card?!👀
• The #1 daily question that cuts my to-do list in half, erases pressure & keeps me turned on instead of burnt out
• Spilling the tea on my play-first biz philosophy – how it works & why it works
• Making 2026 my year of FUN: what my days, choices & schedule actually look like
• Why most women say they WANT to prioritize play but never actually do—and the fear underneath that keeps them stuck 
• The tiny moments that actually change everything & what daily embodiment work actually looks like in real time
• The unsexiest secret to becoming iconic 
• The biggest power move you can make as an ambitious woman
• What it actually takes to allow ease into your life & business
• Walking the true intuitive path to success: how to actually get paid to be you
• What it actually looks like to lead with desire day by day 
• My 2 biggest secret weapons in life & business
• My go-to question for instant clarity: fear vs. intuition discernment
• Intuition 101 refresher: the basics you might be forgetting
• The subtle shift from force to flow (simple mindset tweaks that change everything)
• What I don't resonate with in the coaching industry & online marketing advice
• The top manifestation mistake that keeps you chasing goals, instead of allowing & aligning
• The keys to worthiness,  ease, divine feminine embodiment & leadership
• The only practice that actually breaks attachment and clears resistance
• The paradox of visibility (feeling seen & feeling free)
• The manifestation hack no one talks about (beyond "what's the feeling underneath")
• My new favorite worthiness mantra & instant mood-shifter to start your day with
• Big money breakthrough: why I went from having NO money goal for 2026 to actually increasing my money goal for 2026

...and so much more!

also featuring...

• funny TV story 
• the divine power outage that sparked a week of breakthroughs (ha sparked)
• super interesting topics I've been geeking out over lately 

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Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

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Today I'm taking you behind the scenes through my yearly visioning, goal setting, and planning process! Feel free to listen  and then implement the process in your own way, or grab a notebook and your laptop and follow along with me!

This process is thorough, fun, creative and designed for women who need a structure that supports their intuitive flow, not suppresses it. It's ADHD-friendly by meeting you where you're at and is intentionally designed to prevent and avoid pressure and overwhelm! I also share an incredibly important perspective & energetic element to bring to into this process that will make ALL the difference for you going forward into the year.

TEMPLATE LINKED HERE!

In today's episode...

• Pep talk for rebuilding momentum after the holidays & getting back into the swing of things
• A new perspective on new year's goal setting and yearly planning
• Why I go against popular biz advice & don't plan my entire year at once
• The most important factor in goal-setting to ensure success that most people overlook 
• Why typical success frameworks & goal-setting advice doesn't work for intuitive, creative women (and what actually does)
• The keys to feminine productivity and why the masculine approach leaves most women feeling disappointed, pressured & overwhelmed
• Aligning your goals & priorities with your cycle and the seasons (without sacrificing productivity)
• My exciting words and themes of the year! 
• Using your intuitive discernment and full body yes to prioritize soul-aligned desires over ego-driven attachments 
• My favorite intention-setting hack
• Some of my most unhinged 2026 goals 
• The reason I have no revenue or sales goals this year 
• The top goal-setting mistakes (especially for intuitive women)
• The quickest way to filter & prioritize your goals intuitively  
• Why simply writing your goals & planning isn't enough on it's own
• My go-to process to reverse engineer my big vision into simple actionable daily habits and tasks 
• My secret weapon for staying aligned throughout the year without overwhelm 
• Scheduling hacks & structures that support your natural energy flow & creativity (esp for ADHD fam!)

...and so much more!

also featuring...

• my fav new alarm clock & tea
• the evolution of my relationship with alcohol over the years
• my brain short-circuiting 

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Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

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This episode is a raw, unfiltered month-by-month reflection of my life and biz evolution in 2025. My highest highs, lowest lows, biggest lessons, and EVERYTHINGGG in between. Enjoy :)

in this ep, i talk about..

• behind-the-scenes of every launch I ran this year, including my first sold-out offer, my first $9k sales month, and my biggest 'flop' launch 
  
  
• burning out immediately after my first successful launch of the year and how it changed my business going forward 
  
  
• the rollercoaster of my rent check bouncing and my first trip to Paris happening in the same month
  
  
• the identity integration & intuitive nudges that led to my 2 highest months in biz in a row
  
  
• how letting go of a $200/month income stream led to my first $9k month
  
  
• finally breaking out of shame spiral and rewiring my default from self-blame to self-love 
  
  
• getting burned by clients multiple times this year & what i learned from it
  
  
• overgiving, being taken advantage of & boundaries i learned to set in my biz this year
  
  
• the biggest shifts & experiences that made me 10x better of a coach and leader
  
  
• my most surprising launch results of 2025
  
  
• digging into some of the deepest & most difficult shadow work I've ever done 
  
  
• my brand evolution and why i'm feeling more secure in myself than ever before entering 2026
  
  
• what happened when listening to my body became my #1 business strategy
  
  
• the most impactful routines, habits & biz practices I've adopted in 2025

...and sooo much more!

also featuring:

• my new favorite habit that is already changing my life
• my Buffalo accent 
• my least favorite Oracle card 

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Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

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YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho 

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celebrating Christmas week AND our 50th episode with 2x the mess and 2x the ICONery featuring a first-time special guest - my twin sister, Sabrina!

in today's episode, we discuss...

• Small things that have been bringing us joy this holiday season (share what's been bringing you joy recently in the comments or DM me!)
• what happened the first time sabrina lied to my mom lol
•  the virtual vs in person debate (and why I actually prefer virtual coaching to IRL...but not therapy)
• the ingredients of FUN 
• my brother’s (inferior or superior?) podcast 
• why I hate running into people I know unexpectedly
• podcast formats that suck vs podcast formats that SLEIGH 
• dealing with creative FOMO & jealousy
• giving yourself permission to pivot 
• the formula of ICONery (and hot debate over if ICONery is/should be a word)
• when it’s time to move on from a holiday tradition 
• embracing festive spirit & finding joy over the holidays, regardless of external circumstances 
• stupid TikTok narratives 
• not giving a f*ck!!  

...and so much more!

also featuring:

• lots of christmas clocks
• hotter than cocoa takes
• sean connery???

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VLOGMAS 2017 PLAYLIST LINKED HERE

Episodes featuring Sabrina the most: Day 1, Day 3, Day 6, Day 8, (kinda 9 & 10), Day 15, Day 20, Day 23, Day 24 .. okay I guess she was in a lot of them lol!

Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay

YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho 

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i crashed out after last week's episode and it healed something i didn't even know needed to be healed. 

i break it all down, drop some unexpected marketing & sales gold, and more!

today i'm sharing...

• Celebrating a tiny musical win (share your tiny win in the comments or DM me!)
• Sharing one of my biggest 2026 goals for the first time out loud!
• Breaking down my crash out that came after last week's episode 
• How posting last week's ep healed my perfectionism 
• How last week's crash out led to one of my biggest breakthroughs of the year
• Discovering your most valuable hidden asset & remembering your worth
• The REAL key to selling without ick OR PRESSURE
• A hot & spicy rant on magnetic marketing & timeless sales strategies 
• Why marketing has almost nothing to do with marketing knowledge (and what it actually has EVERYTHING to do with)
• The #1 marketing mistake that's keeping your content from landing with your dream clients 
• How I shift from attracting disempowered clients to attracting empowered women who know what they want & are committed to making it happen
• The only true way to build confidence to express yourself authentically
• The ONE simple difference between live emotional processing that makes everyone feel awkward and authentic vulnerability that inspires and activates your community
• The simple practice that has me feeling UNSTOPPABLE lately

...and so much more!

also featuring:

• the same # of distractions but FEWER filler words (hopefully lol)
• why is ELF so weird???
• GUYS I FORGOT THE CARD PULL HAHA I'M SORRY IT'S STILL NEW & I WAS LATE 

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Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

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YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho 

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i had to fight myself so hard to not edit or re-record this episode lmao even tho it's honestly really good. owning. it. 💅🏻

today we dive into...

• the energetics & textbook shifts behind my $2k day & new client!
• the mindset hack that could 50x your december 2025 revenue (if you let it)
• my biggest intuitive hit this week and the exciting new offer it sparked
• using social media as a tool instead of an identity and building real community on & offline
• self-trust, leadership, and the fear (read: myth) of "being wrong"
• identity, nuance and the key to letting your beliefs evolve & be challenged without people thinking you’re dumb, flaky, inconsistent or hypocritical
• the story of when and why I stopped being vegan after 4 years
• expanding your perception of what's possible & giving yourself permission to show up differently in a world of infinite potential
• the real definition of confidence & how to embody it 24/7
• mental stamina in entrepreneurship & my epic PR gym hack 

...and so much more!

also featuring:

• a tip on adhd scheduling to prevent procrastination 
• me trying & failing a new intro like 20x
• card pull & lighting a fire under your ass CUZ UR A BAD B*TCH BORN TO LEAD A MF MOVEMENT 

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WATCH THE BUTTERY FLAKY CRUST VID!
https://youtu.be/DIrQ9ilL8aw?si=GSa-X96y2iYVhV3S

Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

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YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho 

(s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

phew...we really put it ALL out there today. 

we go everywhere in this ep so get cozy & get ready to feel ALL the feels bc we go on a JOURNEY talking about…

• why i'm not investing in a coach right now –– breaking down online rhetoric & how my perspective on investing has changed since I started my biz
• my surprising response to Sindri's move to the US
• entering my housewife era & priorities shifting in my biz
• why I took 30 days off from my biz & what I learned from it
• opening up about my financial situation over the past year & my journey to financial stability (sharing my 2025 revenue) 
• navigating my biggest revenue dip since starting my business 
• accessing inner confidence & why results + numbers will NEVER give you what you really want
• what you really need to know about your nervous system, inner safety & growing a business
• the key to expanding your nervous system capacity to hold MORE
• balancing 3D & 5D as a spiritual entrepreneur 
• my go-to comparison hack so you start looking at yourself as a baddie again
• contraction & expansion cycles for quantum growth (why constant growth is a red flag and sales dips are a green flag)
• the most underrated must-have in the early-stages of biz (it's not biz related at all)
• self-expression as a strategy 
• the #1 reason success always feels just out of reach (& why you don't celebrate yourself enough)
• why you should never graduate from a beginner's mindset as an entrepreneur
• what it really means when people say 'no' & dealing with sales rejections 
• the power of truly LIVING in an abundance mindset – practicing what you preach
• gracefully navigating pivots, honoring cycles in your biz & arriving to clarity without urgency
• my personal practice for when you feel like no one is seeing you 

also featuring:

• 20 minutes of chaos...a true iconic mess (lol'ing listening back to this)
• musings on creativity, my reality TV dreams & the accent I wish I had
• card pull & motivational pep talk!
  
  

...and sooo much more!!!

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Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

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YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho 

(s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)

we’reee back baby!!!✨ 

in this episode we CELEBRATE the return of the pod & talk about…

•  the truth about why the mid-season pause was so long
•  why i recorded this episode THREE separate times 
•  the story behind the rebrand & why THRIVING was not it anymore
•  my vision for this new era of the podcast
• BTS of my completely DIY professional photoshoot
• why we upgraded to VIDEOO bbyyyy & the new iconic bg
• raw reflections on my relationship with social media, the future of content creation & online business, and the direction my biz & brand 
• the magic of being messy 🥰 (& iconic obvi)

also featuring:

• me getting distracted 29745 times
• fun lil side stories & life lessons about confidence and letting the world tell you NO
• a lil bit about life since Sindri’s move😊 (more on that next ep!)

Ways to Work With Me:

BLACK FRIDAY 1:1 SALE!🖤⚡️

Save $1k+ and get iconic AF through a 2-month 1:1 intensive deep dive with me for over 30% off! 

extended pre-payment plans & 2026 start date options! limited spots. promo ends 12/1. 

DM "BLACK FRIDAY BADDIE" to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG to learn more!

Always feel free to reach out to @jonnemariekahwaty on IG or [email protected] with pitches, requests, or questions regarding the podcast, collaboration, or how I can support you :) Love you!!! 

Stay messy, stay thriving!

S2 Music by Ribhav Agrawal from Pixabay

YOU GUYS i'M DYING THE MUSIC WAS MADE BY AI HASHFSJDFLJ the most off brand thing ever ahhahha bye it's lowkey so groovy tho 

(s1 music was made by yours truly tho...this footer shows on all episodes lol)