Reality Check My Life | Midnight Snack | E5: The Story My Body Still Remembers: Part 2 The Surrogacy Story I've Never Told Like This Before.

In Part 1, I told the facts.In Part 2, I tell the truth.

This episode is the emotional, somatic, and spiritual storyof what surrogacy felt like from the inside— the hope, the loss, the fear, the betrayal, the near-death moment, and the sacred responsibility of becoming the portal through which a soularrived.

This is the part that never gets told.

Inside, we explore:

• The joy and innocence of the very first yes

• The heartbreak of losing the first couple

• Passing an intact amniotic sac in Disneyland

• The D&C at UNLV while nobody grasped the danger

• Bleeding at 12 weeks… again

• Hospitalization and blood transfusions

• Being asked to abort at 20 weeks—and the baby kicking in protest

• Losing the mucus plug at 23 weeks

• The body doing the impossible to keep her alive

• The Reiki moment before everything collapsed

• Blood pouring down your legs

• The parents leaving town and placing a DNR

• Being forced to make medical decisions alone

• The awake c-section, the cry, the Apgar miracle

• Losing 12x your blood volume and not needing a transfusion

• The loneliness, the psychosis, the job loss, the financial collapse

• The betrayal when you asked for help

• The emotional imprint of being minimized at every turn

This is not the medical story.This is the human one.The sacred one.The one my body never forgot.

For the first time, I speak it from the inside.