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Reality Check My Life | Midnight Snack | E6: The Left-Standing Self
Have you ever felt like you were living in your life and next to your life at the same time?
Like you were embodied… but also quietly standing a few inches to the left of yourself, watching, sensing, knowing?
You’re not alone — and you’re not broken.
This Midnight Snack Soulcast explores the Left-Standing Self: the Sentinel, the Watcher, the Guardian consciousness that has stayed with you since childhood.
Not as dissociation.
Not as fracture.
But as dual-aspect awareness — a form of spiritual intelligence woven from trauma, intuition, mysticism, and ancestral memory.
In this deep-dive, Mad Madame Gin unpacks:
the moment you first stepped out
why trauma didn’t split you — it expanded you
the Sentinel Self’s role as protector and witness
the difference between hypervigilance and mystic awareness
bilocational consciousness across spiritual traditions
the tender, sacred moment when these two selves begin to merge
And finally, she guides you into practices for meeting, honoring, and softening into unity with the presence that never left you.
This is not pathology.
This is brilliance.
This is your soul remembering itself.
🎙️ Reality Check Close:
If you’ve lived beside yourself, it’s because your soul refused to leave you.
Now, it’s safe to come home.
#RealityCheckMyLife #Soulcast #MadMadameGin #LeftStandingSelf #SpiritualAwakening #MysticAwareness #TraumaHealing #DualAspectConsciousness #SentinelSelf #Embodiment #SpiritualPodcast
By Mad Madame GinReality Check My Life | Midnight Snack | E6: The Left-Standing Self
Have you ever felt like you were living in your life and next to your life at the same time?
Like you were embodied… but also quietly standing a few inches to the left of yourself, watching, sensing, knowing?
You’re not alone — and you’re not broken.
This Midnight Snack Soulcast explores the Left-Standing Self: the Sentinel, the Watcher, the Guardian consciousness that has stayed with you since childhood.
Not as dissociation.
Not as fracture.
But as dual-aspect awareness — a form of spiritual intelligence woven from trauma, intuition, mysticism, and ancestral memory.
In this deep-dive, Mad Madame Gin unpacks:
the moment you first stepped out
why trauma didn’t split you — it expanded you
the Sentinel Self’s role as protector and witness
the difference between hypervigilance and mystic awareness
bilocational consciousness across spiritual traditions
the tender, sacred moment when these two selves begin to merge
And finally, she guides you into practices for meeting, honoring, and softening into unity with the presence that never left you.
This is not pathology.
This is brilliance.
This is your soul remembering itself.
🎙️ Reality Check Close:
If you’ve lived beside yourself, it’s because your soul refused to leave you.
Now, it’s safe to come home.
#RealityCheckMyLife #Soulcast #MadMadameGin #LeftStandingSelf #SpiritualAwakening #MysticAwareness #TraumaHealing #DualAspectConsciousness #SentinelSelf #Embodiment #SpiritualPodcast