When I was younger I use to say I wanted my art work in a gallery one day ! I wanted to draw for Disney and design new characters for film. Then I moved to wanting to editing videos and photos too. I kept being told there was no money in that world unless you make it and that’s really hard to make it. I was scared to share my dreams with the world when I got to age where people wanted a really answer to the question what you want to do with your future. So I went for a more realistic goal how I haven’t sketched in Over a year. My recent live podcast was the first video I’ve edited in years. I’ve been doing high quality photos but I’ve feel I just minimised my goals and ambitions for the real world of adulthood and that is really hard.