Many of us get conflicted when we love someone and their words don't match their patterns of behavior. 

It's super weird when people feel the need to attack others for being happy in their life AS IS. The lack of emotional intelligence in this world is scary. 

I have come to the conclusion that the type of love I have always looked for wasn't reciprocated when it comes to someone being emotionally loyal.

It's always disappointing when tough life decisions exposes the true and ugly nature of an individual. They'll show you their devious ways that consist of betrayal, and lies. Being a coward and not being honest with yourself is a sad way to live life, but that's your choice. 

It is very evident that there is a biased and inaccurate narrative that is being pushed to ignore the exposure of the massive corruption in Federal Politics. 

It never surprises me the amount of people in your social circles that will not reciprocate the commitment and passion you have for their emotional and personal well being.  

No matter how amazing the power of love is exuded and experienced with someone, I have to be logical and honest with myself about my feelings on the connection moving forward with the challenging variables currently in place.  

Step outside and live life without the noise of social media.

Not necessarily excited about venturing out and 'dating' again...BUT I do love women that get straight to the point with their desired objective. 

I had a realization one night based on self reflection... and during such time I noticed feelings were surfacing and I am human after all.