Motherhood has has its ups and downs their isn't a such thing of a perfect mother ,we try so hard to make our kids our number 1 priority.Trying hold things together at home and trying to balance work and kids what I'm saying is the thing in my life and the time I lost with my kids was not making God first in my life to handle my situation.The reason why I say that is because for the mothers out there thinking that it's hard or too much on you.You have to put God into your life to help you never give up to all my mothers out there pray and God will always make a way.