When we walk by faith, God is just to bless us with the desires of our heart. I fast and I pray and ask I God to use me in the greatest way possible. God is almighty and I love what he has called me to do. I give all glory to the savior. If the spirit of God moves, so should we. When you speak things into existence, God can make it happen according to his will and his purpose. It is proven in Genesis 1:3 "And God said, let there be light, and there was light". God needs each one us to be a light to his kingdom.