In a way. People long for exhaustion. I long for exhaustion; I long for an atmosphere that can arise at the end of the day. ⁣⁣⁣⁣

I crave the ambiance of silence set by 6PM in my center. Body tells me when rest is earned. ⁣⁣⁣⁣

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My nomadic nature, likes the journey and discards all things. I choose a goal that cannot be achieved in this life and it flocks color - to this second. ⁣⁣⁣⁣

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My aim is the orienting process. that’s why the way is my dream; an openness to disorder, a claim to touch the top. And where is the top? above is in the middle. the top is right here. Only realized in practice. ⁣⁣⁣⁣

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While constantly practicing. Becoming practicing. Instilling the body with the traumas that fortify - in the trials with our natural world. with unknown that is everything.⁣⁣⁣⁣ 🌑

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In the middle of the night, Do you hear⁣⁣⁣

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⁣ “Aim for whole through sharp discernment. find the circle that rides the razor” ⁣⁣⁣

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This Body - a beloved vehicle.⁣⁣

I tribunate challenges;⁣⁣

Adam finds order as himself, and I myself to satisfaction. The way - ⁣⁣⁣⁣

is through a way of discernment. you see. through belief. and faith in your self. through belief. and faith in your self.⁣⁣⁣⁣