On July 7, 2007, I made a decision that I believed would separate me from God forever.

In this deeply personal episode, I share my abortion story—not from a place of shame, but from a place of truth, healing, and redemption. I open up about the weight of that moment, the internal battle that followed, and the lie I carried that I had gone too far for God to still love me.

But grace has a way of rewriting what we thought was final.

Through my journey, I came to understand that God’s love is not fragile, conditional, or easily withdrawn. Even in what I once saw as my most reprehensible decision, His mercy remained. His love pursued me. And His truth restored me.

Rooted in Revelation 12:11, this episode is a testament to overcoming—not by perfection, but by the blood of the Lamb and the power of our testimony.

If you’ve ever wrestled with guilt, regret, or the fear that you’ve disqualified yourself from God’s love, this conversation is for you.

Your story doesn’t end where your mistake began.