In Episode 2, I talk about how my relapse actually began. Burnout, stress, sleepless nights, and life at home had already pushed me to the edge. Then my wife started ADHD medication, and I crossed a line I can’t pretend I didn’t see. I talk about stealing her pills, mixing stimulants with alcohol, falling fast, the shame that followed, and the strange reality of being diagnosed with ADHD while also being addicted to the very thing that might help.