Learning to trust my intuition even when it didn’t make sense really served me. 

 

I truly believe that when we let ourselves inspire us with what lights us up it is the Universe's way to guide us to show us the next steps. 

 

For me, that was a plant medicine experience. 

 

Ayahuasca is a tool for psychological healing, personal growth, or expanding consciousness.

 

I was really happy that the experience we have created and manifested was one on one with our dear guide and shaman. So only 4 people in the room where we felt held, nurtured and supported. 

 

My main intention really was to clear ancestral pain, trauma and beliefs for the baby we are intending to call in with my husband, but also see a way how I can serve this world on a higher level. 

 

And let me tell you, grandma Aya really knows how to take you exactly where you need to go to heal. 

 

I didn’t experience purging as many people report to do and as a couple of people in our room did (I thanked them for purging for me as I felt that’s what happened), yet I felt the strong emotional release of pain from my grandma's transition and also release of expectations for myself. 

 

The one thing that kept coming up for me was - It’s safe to be me. 

 

For decades I thought I am not enough, I am not special, and compared myself with others. Aya showed me that my uniqueness is needed, that it is safe to be me and to share it with the world. 

 

I also experienced sensations and trembles like I was re-birthing myself. 

 

Ayahuasca might not be for everyone yet I believe that I was guided to her for a reason and she helped me to clear my body, mind and align my spirit with the next steps, our future babies and abundance. 

 

Curiously, have you tried any plant medicine?