This was a really hard episode to record, but thanks to one of my best friends Bri joining us on deck; we got through it. Bri is the Louise to my Thelma and one of the few people in my life that knew some of my ugliest secrets. 

Most people in my life have never heard the story of what really happened on my wedding day, because I lied or never told anyone. I was ashamed, angry, crushed to my core and was scared to tell the truth.  Every fiber in my being wanted to scream out for help, but I just couldn't do it.