It truly sucks feeling like who I am is only a mistake.

That all I do is make things worst for the people around me or those who I tend to meet.

I'm super confuse about what I want and about why I think the way that I do.

Like can't I just be happy and realize all that I have and that I'm a healthy person... or some it seems that i am not capable of being to rewire my brain to just think postive.

it's not that I dont see the postive parts of my life but i seem to be more consumed by all the neagtives and all my imperfections about myself, even though I know well that no one is perfect.

To even defeine what it mewans to be a perfect human is probaly something no one could ever even imagine aftert all isn't perfection only subjective to what a person benifits from or thinks the definetion of perfect means?

I'll keep moving foward and try to be postive as best as I can.

I don't want to be the person that brings the bad vibes or makes the mood in the room feel super depressing.