my fucking random mind

fast-paced, raw vent about turning 30, the exhaustion of a racing brain, and feeling lost even when life is supposedly getting "stable."

welcome to the first official recording of me losing my mind at 12:30 am on a saturday. honestly, listening back to this is a special kind of physical pain. it’s peak cringe and i am fully roasting myself for being this dramatic, but here we are. i’m currently face down in my pillows having a midlife crisis way too early and questioning my entire personality. if you want to hear me ramble about my “deepest thoughts” that will definitely make me want to delete this in the morning, press play. i'm cringing so you don't have to.