I said, "I don't care if I go back." My Life In Church Years is about leaders who could grow it up and then blow it up. Disillusionment. Yep, thats the word. I was disillusioned with church. This is my story. I would like to hear from you if you also have been disillusioned or hurt. Your identity in Christ is the most valuable thing on earth and in heaven. It is your pearl of great price. Ask Jesus today to show you where he is in your life. Let him love you.