In this series, I talk about my two years I spent in the Netherlands as a missionary for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I walk through my two years through talking with the people I met along the way.

I choose this time to not talk with a companion, rather my friend from home, sharing what became one of the toughest six weeks emotionally on my mission. My self-confidence falls, I can't talk to anyone, and I learned how alone it was possible to feel.