Can a tinder date f*ck you up that hard so you can't think about anything else?

That was my story (Poly) when my monogamous girlfriend told me she wants to meet another girl for a coffee.

My polyamorous ass loved the idea and I actually got so excited to see how the date will go for my girlfriend.

As the date day was getting closer, my insecurities started popping out and the fear that Mono will break up with me started crawling all my senses.

Are we strong enough to deal with our own insecurities?

Is our love for each other enough?