This was the hardest episode I’ve had to make. I’m sorry I made this a raw episode to show my actual emotion and how I am. So please don’t mind the clearing of my throat and crying This was the hardest episode I’ve had to make. I’m sorry I made this a raw episode to show my actual emotion and how I am. So please don’t mind the clearing of my throat and crying haha. This was my testimony, probably not the most clear and structured one you’ve heard but I wanted it out there.