Don't desire anything that you aren't willing to work. Can you withstand the bourdon of the blessing? If you find yourself neglecting what you have to appeal to others, if you find yourself being envious of another person all because you can’t live or present yourself in their form, look inside and honor who you are and the potential you have!! There are more people with half you talent excelling in the same field/walk you desire to be in, but you’re operating in fear & supposed lack, that you can’t even look in the mirror and honor your beauty! Real beauty. Ever look in the mirror, no bashing, no hate, just admiring and loving on who you are? TRY IT!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL & WHAT YOU HAVE IS ENOUGH!!