So this rant is about huge disappointment because of a decision Alexia, and I made, and will stick with our decision. Although I'm sure, many of you will disagree. It's my right to choose. This is the second time I've left down others because of it. But this, I had been waiting for five years.

And to top it all off, after filming this episode, I tore a muscle or ligament in my knee, which could take six weeks to three months to heal. MRI tomorrow.  

And I bought a gown for New Year's Eve in the Black Friday Sale, and I will have nowhere to wear it.